I want you to want me...

[aprettypistol]

So I've decided what I want for my birthday...

Yes, yes, I know that it's a long way off but here it is:

I want a boyfriend.

The REAL kind.

Really really really really badly.

I want someone....

Smart

Funny

Attractive

Optimistic

Talented

Friendly

Sweet

Outgoing

& Honest.

Does anybody know where you find those? If so PLEASE inform me or else

Comments

some more random advice from that random reader

[anonymous]

another wrong guy huh? well this is the way love is supposed to work. if you dont get hurt a few/many times then when you found someone that you really were meant to be with it wouldn't be as great. we all get caught up in this love cycle. but honesltly

Some more random advice from that randomw reader

[anonymous]

srry about that i accidenty posted without meaning too. let me start again.

another wrong guy huh? well this is the way love is supposed to work. if you dont get hurt a few/many times then when you found someone that you really were meant to be with it wouldn't be as great. we all get caught up in this love cycle. but honesltly WHAT WE REALLY LOVE, IS LOVE ITSELF. we like the sense of security and everything about having someone there that we can call OUR OWN. but look, if you rush things because you want love so badly then you're just going to end up being with someone thats not right for you. and when that happens you just hurt all the more. be paitient child and let love find you...

Re: Some more random advice from that randomw reader

[aprettypistol]

i want love. not undying emotion like being "in love". theres a difference i think. Of course I want the security of knowing that someone cares enough about me to say that he loves me...but the fact is I have not opened my heart to very many people. By saying that I want someone to love I mean I want someone to open my heart to. As much as I don't want to rush things, I do know that I havent experienced the love of very many people. And I dont see a problem with wanting to FIND someone to have care about me. I'm not looking for a husband just yet! :) if i was then i would of course understand that I need patience. But im just looking for a guy for me. thank you though mr or mrs. anonymous reader!

<3
*celi*

p.s. im curious...who is this?

[anonymous]

i would have to both agree with and disagree with you. you do need paitience even if it is with something as simple as high school love. unless you just want to keep getting hurt or into failed relationships i would say paitience has somehting to do with it. like i said, you rush things with a guy and chances are you'll end up right where you started. but who knows. this is all just an opinion right? you can choose to listen or not. "The only thing that matters is just following your heart and eventually you'll finally get it right" you may fail many a time, but eventually you'll find him. like ive said before, maybe you're trying too hard. maybe that guy is right in front of you and you've just overlooked someone. Or maybe its just that he hasn't come into your life yet. who knows....

ps. i told you, im just a random reader who likes sharing HIS/HER opinion

[aprettypistol]

well random reader, do i know you?

[_crack_my_ribs]

i hear you celina. i totally want the same.

[aprettypistol]

:) i wish you could mail order boys online.

[nef_15]

celina...look at my lj... i'll wrap myself with a bow.. and knock ur door.. and that'll be ur b-day present..ahh..:b

ps: wanna go out or not even..ahh

[aprettypistol]

awesome!!! i love bday gifts :)

i'd love to go out :D