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apricots

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Apr 10, 2004 16:23

It’s strange sometimes to think that there are so many thousands of people that are feeling the same way; at the very same instant you are, but it doesn’t seem like it. Thousands of sand granules are falling from the sky, the sky, the sky is falling: beware. (ring, ring) “hello, I’m sorry but you’ve reached someone who cannot take the time to care ( Read more... )

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anonymous April 10 2004, 17:06:21 UTC

I think I'm in love with my best friend. We're both girls. We're both "straight," but I have my suspicions about both of us. I'm so confused.

I'm also suicidal and a "cutter" if by cutter you mean a scratcher. I've never left a scar, but I've been told that it has the same mentality behind it.

I don't feel like I can talk to any of my friends anymore. I feel like they are all pulling away from me, and I hate it.

I am working on moving out of my dad's house.

If I drive, I am afraid I will live out one of my escape fantasies. He's making me learn how to drive. I had a friend die in a car accident. I'm scared as hell.

I write about all of this in a notebook. Unconsciously I think I WANT someone to find it.

I'm so scared, but I'm trying.

apricots April 10 2004, 17:15:35 UTC

Oh my gosh!!!!! poor baby.

I'm here- I don't know if you are on my friends list. If you are, you can say so, but you dont' have to identify yourself.

I just hope I can be a positive influence for you :(

I wish I can give you a hug.

I cannot see your face, but I wish I can reach through the internet and give you a huge hug.

good luck with everything

anonymous April 10 2004, 18:12:08 UTC

Um, well I friended you. I'm not sure if you friended me back.

And thanks. :)

anonymous April 10 2004, 20:57:23 UTC

i left one scar. and it scares me.

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apple_slushiie April 10 2004, 17:07:02 UTC

you seem really cool, um, my name is Ashley and i'm 15, i added you, i hope you add me back =)

<3

darkcryst April 10 2004, 17:10:39 UTC

I don't have anything that I'd concider a secret..

does that make me boring? :(

apricots April 10 2004, 17:16:00 UTC

nah, just stable .

I love stable people.

darkcryst April 10 2004, 19:46:00 UTC

awww.. well thanks :)

ikilledkitty April 10 2004, 17:23:58 UTC

added

warmscars April 10 2004, 17:25:46 UTC

great post... im adding you...

false as everyone else,
ws