Dwelling in Self Pity...

[april182]

Okay well so I should've gotten used to the idea that my friends really aren't my friends and were never really my friends to begin with. However, things seemed to have been going back to the way they used to be. Yeah. Well guess what? I just read the signs wrong. AGAIN! Of course

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[savesthedustin]

Preppies are never friends. I figured that with the friends you had, you'd never talk to them again. High School is gay. Lesson learned :]

TRUE TRUE.

[april182]

This is true. I just never thought people like Mystery and Sarah were...PREPPY. But I guess when the definition of prep comes to mind, it's people who think they're better than others. So I guess you're right. At least SOMEONE appreciates me. I can't wait to get the hell out of SHS and into UNCW where everyone isn't so shallow and will just leave me alone. I sat by myself today and...I loved it. Is this why you love being "anti social" ?

Re: TRUE TRUE.

[savesthedustin]

Yes, it's a hard job, but someone has to do it, lol. I'm sorry it all happened. The Sarah you are talking about by the way, what happened with her? I knew that she came from the preppy crowd whenever she came to hang with Josh and I, but what happened? Did she go back? I'm just curious.

But, yeah, fuck them all. They mean shit anyway.

Just remember Tonic. Now that was the night of REAL fun :D

Joining the DARKSIDE

[april182]

Yeah, Sarah somehow re-joined the Darkside... aaah! Sarah, she dresses crazy-punk and acts crazy-fun, but she's not crazy-fun. She's gone somewhere. I don't know. I think it's her b/f. She's dating Grant Rogers. Hmm...
Going back in time...
I wish every night could be like the night of the Tonic concert. I was so naive and clueless back then. I was always so happy. I loved it too. I didn't care what went wrong in the world. I was carefree and look at me now. I'm...tainted I guess. Heh. I see the real in life. Joy.

I need some Lithium.

Awwwwwe

[shbabydoll313]

What the hell kinda name is MYSTERY anyway? HeeHeeHee. People suck. I wish ya lived down here so you didn't have to deal w/all that crap from all those rednecks...I mean....we'd still have tye dye..um, even tho he graduated and stuff...I bet HE wouldn't treat u like that! Awe...well you only have a few more months of Highschool, then your out...Im out...thank god. We need to be in college.
Sorry I don't ask to much about u N Nate...but I always figure u guys are doin *Great cuz your always talking about how great he is :)...I mean, After your like "Omg Jessi, nate is the best" I'm not going to be all like "So how are yall doin?" cuz that'd like, be this big blonde moment, lol. But I do care about ya, even if we don't talk much and we don't go to the same school and stuff..and i feel sorry for ya. Call me if u need me.....ill be here for ya if im not doing crap for senior project or chickfila.
Well I g2g girlie
I'm talking to ya on the net!
Bye!