"Baekhyun lets him go only to show him his stern face. 'What are you talking about? You always do things right, Park Chanyeol. You are the best boyfriend here, my boyfriend.'"
THIS PART ABSOLUTELY KILLED ME AHHH baekhyun has come sooo far since the beginning i almost cried, the ending was so sweet, seeing them coming back to the rose festival was so cute! i loved your characterization of whipped!chanyeol so much!!
Also, I agree, all hail the smut!
this fic was so beautifully written, thanks for the story!!
I just wow alskswjnnkj wow fuck I'm actually tearing up???
I just have so many feels rn I can barely even recollect myself because this whole fic was just so perfect and it gave me a rollercoaster of emotions and the ending was definitely worth the ride
The sex. I WAS WAITING FOR THIS OMG. THE fact that it wasnt a completely perfect experience and it was like how a lot of first times are makes it so perfect
"I’m not ready to let this go." AND YOU DIDNT /sobs I didn't know Chanyeol had that kind of internal turmoil I didn't really think he had any doubts but I'm glad he stayed and realized everything that he did despite the whole love and dating thing being uncharacteristic of him. Its amazing how much love can make even people like Baekhyun and Chanyeol do things they've never thought of doing, becoming the persons they never thought of becoming
And BAEKHYUNNIE like I've said before he's come such a long way He's become so cute and so happy such a cntrast from the Baekhyun in the first chapters
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I sort of binged on this and your vampire fic over the course of two nights? And I'd like to thank you for both these masterpieces. But especially this one, like being an ex-fandom writer I know how hard it is to hash out every little detail and connect the dots while making sure not to derail from the plot. This might possibly be my favorite chanbaek fic which is wow ? Like I didn't expect that coming in. I could literally feel Chanyeol's love radiate with each carefully strewn together dialogue and just??? You're an exceptional writer and I know fanfic is free and at times the reception isn't fruitful but you made my heart ache and love and somehow I came out loving this version of baekhyun so much. I legitimately think you made me love my ult bias more. And I think writers often project their emotions into their words? And Chanyeol was certainly terribly fond of Baek and I'm assuming so are you. Anyway, I digress but as always thank you for sharing.
Why are you an ex fandom writer? Which fandom? /tries to suck you in back again/ Sorry, you must forgive me, I just want everyone to write for chanbaek, I'm greedy like that ㅠㅠ AND YOU'RE BAEKHYUN BIASED TOO LET'S BE CHINGU I MEAN BAEKSTANS MUST STICK TOGETHER! (Fond of Baek doesn't even begin to describe my feelings lol) Jokes aside, I'm so honored that you think this fic is among your favorites. It took a really long time to make this story make sense, because it started as something really dark and unhealthy which could potentially hurt both and I struggled to make it into something that could help them both. It was difficult writing from the pov of an essentially selfish person like Chanyeol (like, he loved Baek but he had a different way to think about it? Sometimes he thought in terms of how much he could benefit from love, like pros and cons, because he's elfish like that, but in the end it turned into real love!)
I always find your fic beyond amazing and I'm sure someone has told you that but you're an amazing writer with amazing words and I wish I could say everything in my mind with my own mother-language because english isn't my native and my words is limited. Actually I waited until this story completed so I can read it from the beginning in one go.
I found the similarity between Baekhyun in this and Baekhyun in "I'm ready for the fall (ready for the colors to burn to gold and crumble away)". The same vulnerability, fragile outside but strong inside. But, despite their similarity, Baekhyun in this story was different because of his visual disability
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UGLY SOBBING THIS HAS BEEN ONE HELL OF A RIDE AND I FEEL LIKE I'VE GROWN A LITTLE WITH BAEKHYUN AND CHANYEOL AS WELL???? both of their characters were so well developed throughout the entire fic and i love the slow progression of their relationship, be it the conflicting emotions for each other, their self-denial in many issues, their antagonistic ways, sexual tension and how everything melts into spring when the harshest of the winter passes
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THIS PART ABSOLUTELY KILLED ME AHHH baekhyun has come sooo far since the beginning i almost cried, the ending was so sweet, seeing them coming back to the rose festival was so cute! i loved your characterization of whipped!chanyeol so much!!
Also, I agree, all hail the smut!
this fic was so beautifully written, thanks for the story!!
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Thank you for the great fic. You're amazing :')
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I just have so many feels rn I can barely even recollect myself because this whole fic was just so perfect and it gave me a rollercoaster of emotions and the ending was definitely worth the ride
The sex. I WAS WAITING FOR THIS OMG. THE fact that it wasnt a completely perfect experience and it was like how a lot of first times are makes it so perfect
"I’m not ready to let this go." AND YOU DIDNT /sobs
I didn't know Chanyeol had that kind of internal turmoil I didn't really think he had any doubts but I'm glad he stayed and realized everything that he did despite the whole love and dating thing being uncharacteristic of him. Its amazing how much love can make even people like Baekhyun and Chanyeol do things they've never thought of doing, becoming the persons they never thought of becoming
And BAEKHYUNNIE like I've said before he's come such a long way
He's become so cute and so happy such a cntrast from the Baekhyun in the first chapters ( ... )
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Jokes aside, I'm so honored that you think this fic is among your favorites. It took a really long time to make this story make sense, because it started as something really dark and unhealthy which could potentially hurt both and I struggled to make it into something that could help them both. It was difficult writing from the pov of an essentially selfish person like Chanyeol (like, he loved Baek but he had a different way to think about it? Sometimes he thought in terms of how much he could benefit from love, like pros and cons, because he's elfish like that, but in the end it turned into real love!)
Thank you so much for reading <3<3<3
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I found the similarity between Baekhyun in this and Baekhyun in "I'm ready for the fall (ready for the colors to burn to gold and crumble away)". The same vulnerability, fragile outside but strong inside. But, despite their similarity, Baekhyun in this story was different because of his visual disability ( ... )
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