I can't sleep right now. I had to take a tylenol PM so that I could actually attempt to fall asleep. I'm waiting for it to kick in ( Read more... )

Tonight's been a rough night. I guess I don't know what I want anymore. I feel like everythings changing and I'm still in the same skin. Or maybe I've just changed so much I don't even recognize myself. Or maybe I just can't distract myself anymore. How come nothing I think will make me happy ever does ( Read more... )

Ahhh. My mind is at peace. Had a conversation with ole Brooks tonight. Interesting. Things are so much clearer my friends! After being slightly insecure about his new hot girl I find out he's hardly interested in her anymore and that Jenny (yes, the cheating bitch ex) is coming down to visit and he's hoping to get it on with her. Part of me's ( Read more... )

Spring Break in the "balmy" Winston Salem! (insert sarcastic tone here ( Read more... )

I went home this weekend and it was great. My friends had unnecessary drama while I was gone and I didn't miss it. Em found out JFK Jr. doesn't like her because of her sexual history which really sucks cause the kid is beautiful ( Read more... )

So I'm up late again. And confused. And sad even though an hour ago I was the independent version of myself. Things have been really hard lately on the inside. I've been trying to do everything I can to get my mind off of it. I know I only write in here now when I'm really depressed or something stupid has happened that I end up blowing out of ( Read more... )

So my friends have had a drama this week for the first time ever. At dinner Lyndsay said that girls who sleep with guys not expecting anything out of it (aka: relationship) are pathetic. Emily and Beth are those kind of girls. After much drama and Emily's crazy ass threatening to punch Lyndsay in the face, things are resolved ( Read more... )

Alot of things have been weighing me down inside lately ( Read more... )

I AM A GODDESS! I have mastered the works of playing games for the first time in my life. Laundry boy is crawling at my feet and I couldn't be happier. Even though I'm a tad wary with him I agreed to cuddle with him after I got a buzz going tonight. I must not be too anxious. I must stay aware. I must tread lightly. I must not get too cocky but ( Read more... )

Remember how I said it was too good to be true? I was right. Of course ( Read more... )