WHAT THE FUCK!! so many guys are dieing. it's unreal. It's weird to me about john dieing, Halloween night he was coloring in my garage and dropping acid and trick-or-treating with us and a week later, to the day, im at his funeral. Chelsea and Noell put up a nice little memorial on the corner of sommerall dr. and silver sky where he got shot. oh ( Read more... )

well i quit.

well im at allisons casa and im goin home and me and allison just made a bad ace hand shake!! well im sober and i gtg so peace!

immm soberrrr all i have to say is.....NNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! My mom basically gave me two choices, 1.) get sober on my own OR 2.) pay for IOP, go to NA and on and on. I dont know what to do, i dont think that i am strong enough to quit COMPLETELY on my own and jesus only knows what my relapse rate will be. I guess i kind of lost my ( Read more... )

wellll, this will be short. school starts in 8 days, orientation is tommorrow. my dad told me he doesnt want me, my mom drove me to montrose at 3 am to my dads and he didnt want me so i just came home. i got spun with megan, emily, allison, michell and jose yesterday all these people came over ten that shit with my family happened. I talked to ( Read more... )

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hey everyone, rachel im sorry all that shit is happening to you. Actually everywhere i turn is bullshit so im just gonna do some log random quiz ( Read more... )

hi! I have not updated in like forever. Allison, where the fack are you anyways? The last time I saw you was the whore house night.. wink wink! Anyways, you better call me or I'll whoop yo' ass. And you will love it. So a lot of shit has happened since the last update, but I just dont feel like writing about it. so hey everybody, I hope everybody ( Read more... )

Soooo.. yeeaahh.. I have realized so many things lately. We are kinda fucked up, but i guess that doesn't mean things can't change. I talked to em for a while tonight and I have been sober and now i realize.... it's time to wake up and quit this bullshit. I dont wanna spend my life with my nose running down my chin, pawning everything i own, ( Read more... )

hey my loves, hope everyone is have the best summer so far. Mine is going pretty okay. I mean what more you can ask for when you like mine. I mean I have got rachelo and michelle, and then i've got my baby guurrll steffanegro, and my loves allison and emileigh. Speaking of Emileigh, yesterday was that little mooses birthday and we are still having ( Read more... )