April is a month in which life happens, buds open up into flowers and butterflies take wings.. it's a new begining after a cold hard winter... it's beautiful and new...

what is may? may clings to the skirt tails of April... trying to be as special, but not making the cut.. and this is not due to lack of trying, but lack of strength.. may heats up ( Read more... )

i was thinking today about friends.. the ones that stay with you.. the ones that go away... how friendships are often found in the most unusual circumstances, and how some disipate with the most unexpected actions...

i was lucky enough in high school to not go through much of the drama that comes from high school friendships... i had four best ( Read more... )

so many changes this summer... some can be seen, and others can't... however, one of the main changes that i think that i made was that i became a girl... okay, maybe that came out a bit weird, and wrong... BUT i mean that i have always had my girlie days, where a skirt and heels made me feel better about life... however, this summer, i came to ( Read more... )

   "Human beings, fortunately, don't operate out of reason (for if they did, no one would become an actor). What motivates human beings are their dreams. Dreams of love, dreams of fulfillment, dreams of success, dreams of beauty and power. It's what we wish would happen that makes us do everything that we do." ~Michael Shurtleff

i'm in florida for ( Read more... )

and so it's back to the normality of my life... i have one more year left in school...i'm pushin thru, but somehow i'm at the point where i just want to get done with it so then i can begin my life... this summer i felt as if i were really living... it was nice, and it was a great change of pace from here... up down turn around..... yadayadayada ( Read more... )

goodbyes... i hate them.... but is hating to say goodbye to someone worth the standoffish attitude of why would i let you in? this summer i came here with that belief, don't let people in, you're just going to leave in a few months.... and for a while i allowed myself to believe that, but then, julia came along, and if you see us together you'd ( Read more... )

i'm tired.... i didn't get in bed any later than usual last night, but with the heat above 105, before you add in the humidity, and with the airconditioner down in just about every building i enter, i think that the heat is draining me.... and everyone else around here for that matter....it's hard to believe that this summer is almost over.... i'm ( Read more... )

good...bad....good........bad....... tug of war....

tired, sleep,headache... hydrate..... movies, laughter, hugs, tears, and random moments.... secrets and assumptions.... 
new friends, old friends, new voices...... dreams change, things rearrange, and sometimes, things come into correct view...

life, what is it really???

i've always been kind of loner...i enjoy my friends, immensly, but sometimes i like to just be by myself.... this next week, i won't get any of that, i don't want any of it... it's our last week together as one big happy tsf family... and who knows who will come back next year, or who's paths will cross one another again...but we have so many ( Read more... )

Type your cut contents here.Again with the surveys, i hate them but they keep my ass occupied

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1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
hmmm... no, i haven't

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? 
i used to, but from prodding from a good friend... the last time we went to six flags, kept them successfully open the entire time

3. When's ( Read more... )