My bad
I know I failed to update the lj last Friday after my appointment with the surgeon.
Sorry. Anyway, I’m coming along, healing up, just enough energy to stuff my face to keep healing up. At least 90% of what I’m craving is good for me, so I’m cool with that. I’ve had a pack of Oreos for a week that I haven’t finished, but I’ve demolished all the fruit in the house.
Last night I needed a blizzard tho, and I cannot recommend the snickerdoodle cookie dough enough. It’s seriously the best blizzard ever.
I’ll post another update later today because I see the oncologist at 2. Sometimes I’m shit scared but I think mostly I’m optimistic. Some people never get a recurrence.
I joined an LMS group on fb a couple days ago, but I’m pretty sure it’s not for me. I’m not ready to be a career cancer patient, and at this point there is no point since as far as we know I’m cancer-free. I feel like I need to hold on to that mindset as long as I can-hopefully for decades to come.