Somewhere in my journal I wrote the reason I wrote, or who my audience was,or something like that, but I gave up looking for it. It just occurred to me that I wrote because you did...because it seemed to work for you. Perhaps you should go back to things that worked for you. I say this now because I'm about to, for loss of any better words or thoughts, make some changes. I just realized that it's not always necessary to reinvent the wheel. My personality keeps pushing me over the next mountain or around the next corner, (nothing is ever good enough), but I've figured out that you dont always have to do that. There's nothing wrong with sticking to a familiar path....and that's a hell of a thing coming from me. Go back, reminisce, play old music or look at old photos or websites, or god-forbid.... journals. Don't take this wrong but your kid seems to be becoming like her mother, which at times, the best form of flattery is imitation....but not always.
Writing did work but now i am not so sure, not too sure of anything these days. As for going back I have been thinking about that. My sister wants me to move back to Oregon and i think i just might. As for Becca she is becoming someone i use to be.
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