so i start my new job tonight at 11pm i will be a cashier at a gas station, i also have another job interview at 1 today we will see how that goes. we are only in bozeman for two months so i thought i would work two jobs so we could have more money when we moved. still not sure if we are moving to portland or seattle. we will see what happens.

August was one of those months, I moved twice, my dog was killed, and i got to quit a job i hated, and my son decided he wanted to live with his dad. So I am back in Bozeman it has really grown in the last few years, i still do remember my way around so that is a pluss. Shawn got a job flagging so we had to move, we were planning on moving but not ( Read more... )

you ever feel like nothing ever changes, the people may be different but it's always the same old thing. you start a new relationship, move to a new town but the same shit keeps happening. maybe it's not the town or the relationship that needs to change maybe it's me. maybe I am not done with myself yet, I know I will never be done, but I thought ( Read more... )

There are few things in life I regret, my one big regret was ending a relationship that was great. To this day I still wish I would have stayed, but the past is something you can not change. And sometimes I try to remember what it felt like to have someone love me for who I was and not judge me. And I have to say the sex was great.

I seem to be at a point where I am standing still in life. For about 4 years now I had a goal of getting divorced, well I am divorced. Now what? I am not really sure what to do with myself.

I am boycotting MnM's why you ask? The brown M&M is not on the packages.

I can't promise you ( Read more... )

So I have kind of gotten caught up in all that is my life. Work still bites ass went to 9 hour days and 6 days a week. I know I am not a morning person and getting up at 4:40 am every day> I am not feeling the love. In other news I told my 11 year old daughter the man she thought was her father is not. She took it very well, so far she has no ( Read more... )

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so my week is going like shit allan got his crack whore of a girlfriend to get him a lawyer so I am fucked. he wants the kids , say's I am an unfit parent. So unless I can pull about $4000 out of my ass for a lawyer I am fucked. My ass is getting big these days but some things you know just are not going to happen.