u know, i hate myself right now, alot, not like, 'oh, i hate myself' its more like 'god dammit april, get ur act together, what the hell's wrong with u, ur so god damn useless!' yeah, its that kind of hatered. i dunno, i really messed things up with anthony, i mean, royaly messed things up...okay yesterday i had to go to the cyropractor (sp?) and
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