okay time for very random update
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anthony got me a rose cuz he felt bad that other day, even though i was the one who felt even worse

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This poem has been sent to me many times and i wish to share it with all of you.....this was written by a little girl who is dying and wishes the world that they get the chance to live

~*SLOW DANCE*~

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okay, lets see, yesterday was anthony's birthday.....i feel really bad bcuz he ended up getting really upset on his birthday, and the one thing i wanted for the entire day was just to keep him happy and not pissed at me or anyone else for that matter, all day, i just wasnt doing a good enough job i guess. i dunno. Work at the park, as much as ( Read more... )

Stole this from Beth Anne

April is [ _____ ]
I [ _____ ] April.
If I were alone in a room with April I would [ _____ ].
I think April should [ _____ ].
April needs [ _____ ].
April can [ _____ ] my [ _____ ].
April will [ _____ ].
April reminds me of [ _____ ].
Without April [ _____ ].
Best thing about April is [ _____ ].
I am [ _____ ]April.

I was reading these and i seriously think that every guy should take these into consideration

Ways to make a girl smile . . . . .

*1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or ***y.
*2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.
*3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
*4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
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Shalee had part of this song in her journal and it just seemed so perfect so i figured i'd finish it

"Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)"  By Greenday

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

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know, i'm starting to miss alot of people. I mean, i gave up alot of my friends and friendships...and i gained a few, but i'm starting to miss my old friends....I just wish they were still here....i ruined one, drove it right into the ground....i smashed another one, shattered it into a thousand pieces....i dunno, i just miss them, they are still ( Read more... )

I think i'm falling apart, i seriously think that i am.... My temper is alot shorter now a days, i lose it soo much quicker than i used to....i mean, i snap at the smallest things and i have thee worst mood swings anymore... i yell at anthony all of the time and i seriously think that i may have a problem....anthony wont talk to me, i ruin ( Read more... )

i give up i cant do anything right anymore, i mean, anything.....I dont know what to do anymore, i'm so afraid that i'm about to lose in this game called love......i'm done for now, Til next time

<3 Me

He sent me A Dozen Long Stem Red Roses!

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today's the day before Prom!! If you cant tell, i'm very, very, very excited! hmm, dont know what else to say yet, omg, they found a nest of copperheads down by my house so i've been nervous to go outside everysince. okay that enough for now, till next time


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