ran into sport teacher. after more than a month of not being in sport. The minute I saw him, i turned around and went back into the classroom, but it was too late. marlon comes in and tells me that he wants to see me outside, and i got scared. then the teacher told me that he thought i had already gone back to america and asked why i dont do ( Read more... )

I wrote 4 pages in the diary that i havent used in, like, 2 months yesterday. I felt....thoughtful ( Read more... )

I was reading this thing on livejournal because i have freistunde, and it was all like, oooh cutting yourself is trendy, and im all like, oh my god, i have a story ( Read more... )

now i have the fear of not being able to talk to anyone about anything except for stupid germany, and i fear i will become eternally uninteresting.° im so afraid. help.

°like the germans.

soooo basically sleeping these last two weeks off. oooooooppps.
okay. im off.

oh yeah. i colored my hair half black, half purple. it´s pretty pimp.
feel like my old self again. also feel like the germans dont know me at ALL.

life consists mainly of saying goodbye to people ( Read more... )

halfway sorta kinda pissed that im on the CB scholarship mailing list. oh well.
god im bored. okay, not BORED. but...not...happy. why oh why.
Kaddi fucked the boy! not that any of you know her. this is for kelsey´s personal aknowledgements.
i gained weight agaaaiiin. fuck life. i have 2 and a half weeks left.
WHY DONT I HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY

my boo boos consist of 3 areas. my legs, which tingle constantly from the whipping plants, my arm, which was all bloody and is now almost all scabby, and the inside of my thighs. RIGHT where they rub together. Turns out my seat must have hit my thigh on the inside, and i have a big and swollen bruise. poops ( Read more... )

On my way to meeting christof, I had to take a train. I was late. As i was sitting at the tracks waiting for a train to come, the gates didnt go back up. Thinking i was reaaalllyyy late, I remembered insa telling me that there was a way to get to the bahnhof when in a hurry. Thinking I knew the way, I started on ´it´, slowly realizing that it ( Read more... )