is dead.

before tonight, i'd only ever kissed four people... not counting relatives ( Read more... )

things are going poorly in the outside world

but one little cell of my life is finally losing its scab. things aren't necessarily going how i originally wanted them to, but i was adrift in good vibes, finally.

life's been going a lot smoother since i realized there are things i want that i can actually have. stressing about things that are out of my control has given me a lot of problems, but with a little conscious thought i've actually found it quite easy to let go of unattainable goals ( Read more... )

no

you're all dumb cunts and i hate you.

i am now going to buy shoes.

i wish i was an introvert.

approximately 50 hours and nothing's changed, there's some vomit where it shouldn't be, some ash stains on my pants, an empty bottle in my trunk... yet nothing has changed.

i need a diviner's rod.

Party, oh party yeah till the blood pours out Yr ears ( Read more... )

im drunk. say what you like. is it a coping mechanism? probably. i mean, who's in the room with me right now?

jesus christ.

wait, no, it's corey and lenaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

oops

got stood up todai. thats a new one

whatupwitchooguys?

i think i left it at corey's house.

i must have traded it for the headache

i remember one part though: corey gets what i want