Where's the silver lining?

[aquabanana]

Time for a gut-spilling post.

Not really. Just wanted to share a few thoughts. First of all, is it just me, or is senior year totally overrated? College apps made me go and reevaluate my entire being, and now I'm all muddled and confused, even after so long. Then, I've been soooo busy with EVERYTHING--school, madrigals, piano, apps, scholarships,

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[bizet01]

Ok, I'm speaking from experience when I say that you should DEFINITELY tell Neda and Lacey how you're feeling. It feels so much better when you get it off your chest, and well, if they're nice girls (which I'm sure they are) they will totally understand.

I guess I shouldn't say "definitely" because what works for me and my friends might not work for you and your friends, but it's worth a shot.

As for your love life, you'll find someone in no time. You're so sweet and beautiful and everything a man could want.

By the way, Zack Mitchell and I talk about you all the time (only good things, I promise, hehe). He tells me how he makes up songs for you 'cause he loves you so much. We talk about how nice and sweet you are. And then he told me about this time he tricked you into thinking you hurt this one girl's feelings, so you were on the verge of tears, when finally he told you he was joking (...something like that...?)

You're awesome Jackie, never change.

[aquabanana]

that means so much to me savannah. seriously..after i talked to you today at lunch i felt so much better! i did talk to one of them today (like i told you), and you're right, it definitely does help. i also hope you NEVER change because you are such a sweetheart. i luv you!!

<3 <3

[cousin_cletus]

heh, i'd just liked to point out cuz you don't have an icon, i keep mistaking you with other LJ friends cuz you share the same mood icon. then after reading a few lines i say, "boy, this doesnt sound like so and so, and i read the username and i go ah." =P

[aquabanana]

you're totally right...i should seize every opportunity. before i know it high school will be over!! (still, i can't decide if that's a good thing or a bad thing)

[ysc87]

aww, cheer up, jackie. the musical will be done with soon enough, friends unfortunatly come and go... but for the love life, i can't give you any advice on that one- with none of my own, that's the blind leading the blind, and i can't bear lying to you.
just know that you're among the most unique people i have ever come across, and that is a great thing. you're driven, smart, beautiful, and yet you still have the rare gift of a personality; if someone as wonderful like you can't find a person who can make you happy, that definitely does NOT bode well for the rest of us. :P

[aquabanana]

hahaha thank you!!! have i ever told you how awesome you are? probably. thanks for always being there to cheer me up...i really appreciate it. you are the best.

:-)