I don't think i'm going to do it anymore.
I'm not leaving as your best friend, i'm leaving as just another kid at school with you. I don't want to go to the party, but I know I have to. I'm afarid of conflict. I'm afarid of the comments that might be made. I'm afarid to say goodbye. Thats the bottom line. I'm too afarid to let go of who I've grown ( Read more... )

I don't feel good.
Its totally not dehydration anymore. My stomach still doesn't feel right, it feels like something bad is going to happen, you know what i'm talking about? well, thats whats going down now. :/

Today momma showed me the horoscope from my birthday. Like, the day I was born mom kept the horoscope from the days paper for Libra. It made ( Read more... )

Alllll day my stomach has had that wierd nervous butterfly-ie sickness feeling. weird.

A 98% on an outdoor adventure. seriously? a 98%.
.........Ridiclous.

I'm over this whole school deal. I'm over this whole friend deal. Sorry that i'm leaving...?
Is that what you want? Not that it reeeeally matters, cause apparently we're not going to be friends ( Read more... )

I've decided its mucho easier if I just write these things like a letter...to cortnie. soooo.......

Dear Cortnie,
I've decided that I hate kids. Okay, thats a lie at its gratest. I actually totally love kids. and jammin to music, which i am currently doing.
ugh. i'm hungry. and my stomach hurts, that awesome naucious feeling.

yeah. i'm done. 
this is ( Read more... )