I wrote this letter tonight to my mom. I am going to be sending it to her through email. There is too much going on in my life right now for me to keep secret about my life. It is finally time to tell her my truth. Let me know what you guys think if you are able to make it to the bottom, I know it's long ( Read more... )

I'd like to believe that I am a rational person. Most of the time I follow stream lines of logic, points to be exact, and do my best to determine my reaction to the logical evidence at hand. Of course there are situations in which my mind becomes biased in the logic, as emotions take control and see one side, one point of view, mine ( Read more... )

And so I took a breath and closed my apartment door one more time before it idealy changed into my "roomate's apartment door." The rest of my belongings were in my car as well as my dad's truck. My bed looked odd on top of my dad's truck, strung by rope that normally holds up pipes from his work. While he tied it I had been up in my room, walking ( Read more... )

So I am sitting at my desk, getting my homework ready for tomorrow since there is nothing else to do in my room that is becoming more and more vacant, and long and behold who IMS me but Myke, the guy that I was suppose to meet for Rage, the guy from California City, read the post like three weeks ago. So he apologizes to me first thing, which of ( Read more... )

So my thankgod it's an ex, ex girfriend wrote about me in her online journal today. I was wondering why at school she kept staring at me, possibly expecting a reaction to something. Later I come to find out she had created a post that was dedicated to Byran and I which said ( Read more... )

So I woke up early this morning, dark outside, no traffic, street lamps on, you know the butt crack of dawn routine, although it couldn’t be considered dawn because there was no sun, but regardless you get the idea, and I drive myself to Best Buy where I spend 5am-130pm slaving away. Joe and Matt went with me to Pacific Star for breakfast, and ( Read more... )

Today was interesting at Best Buy. I was helping a male customer that I have seen in the store before, and he had looked familiar, upon closer expectation as I handed him the soundtrack that he wanted, he resembled a close friend that I had back at Stephen Foster Elementary. Little nervous, because I would feel dumb if I was wrong I asked him, “ ( Read more... )

If you would have asked me three days ago, “how is your life going,” I would have said fantastic, one of my highest and happiest points in my lifetime. Of course that would have been three days ago. Today, 1:48 in the morning I am left hanging from a thin sting, puppeteer only by that of faith, fate ( Read more... )

I saw KILL BILL Vol. 2 yesterday with my x boyfriend, Sergio. I thought it was appropiate to see it with him since we saw the first one together at the movie theatre. He brought along his boyfriend and it was all good times, especially since I got my Sonic stuff animal back that I had left over there,. Yay! KILL BILL Vol.2 was awesome. It didn't ( Read more... )