Me and Me

May 16, 2005 12:42

So many things come to mind, and then they leave as quickly as they entered.

I've begun to realize something, recently. I have an extremely active imagination. I never realized before because I always forgot my daydreams as soon as I came back to reality. I actually used to think that I didn't daydream.

I was standing on the balcony, looking over the lawn, and thinking, it doesn't look real. . . is it real? or is this some kind of virtual reality that I'm trapped in?

Other Me: It's just because you've been sick. Your vision isn't great to begin with and the focus has been completely off the past couple of days.

Me: You just don't want me to know.

Other Me: Know what?

Me: That you're not a part of me, that you and all the other voices in my head are them.

Other Me: Them?

Me: Yes. Them.

Other Me: Who are "them"? or rather, they?

Me: The scientists.

Other Me: . . .

Me: Your silence condemns you.

Other Me: . . .

Me: I always hear your voices, but you have made me think that you are a part of me. You are always evaluating me and scrutinizing me. In reality, you are scientists. You have put me in a virtual reality and are experimenting on me. You are also manipulating my mind to make me the most intelligent person I can possibly be. In real life, I would be considered a genius, but you have put me in this environment where I feel insignificant so that I would always try my best to become significant. Also, what has appeared to be 19 years of life is really only 2 and 1/3 because you have discovered a way to manipulate time conception within the mind. So I have the knowledge of a 19 year old, even though I'm two and a third years old. Or was it two and three quarters?

Other Me: Only one problem with that theory.

Me: ?

Other Me: If you're such a genius, then why is it that they have the ability to manipulate time within the mind? And why do you have to be a genius? Maybe you were so stupid they had to give you extra help to be normal.

Me: . . .

Other Me: Your silence condemns you.

Me: Wait. *grins smugly* So you admit that they exist and that you are one of them.

Other Me: -_-'

Me: I reuse the above phrase: Your silence condemns you.

Other Me: Is it truly silence if I give an expression, considering that any words I say to you are spoken in the mind anyway, and thus any facial expression would be sent in the same way that a word would?

Me: Point.

Other Me: Score.
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