Life Changes Drastically

[aquagirl123]

    I need to get something off my chest right now.  If you continue to read this entry then please don't judge me, and if not, I don't mind none the less.  Either way, this is for me to get some emotions out. That's what a journal is for correct

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[aquagirl123]

I'm not really always unhappy....just usually everytime I am and need to get something out I write. It's easiest for me to get through things I guess. Thanks for listenin. Me and Mike are actually going to try for our family right now, but it doesnt make what happened any less depressing. It's really hard to explain. I def. wasnt ready for a kid but once you weigh out the options (after having two abortions and knowing you cant have another without the risk of ever having kids again) you make the best choice, and although i was sooooooo scared we started to get really excited. We would have made it work. And now all of that is gone, and I really wish it hadn't. But I guess this is what makes you stronger. In my opinion I dont think I need many more lessons in getting stronger.

And as for the BC issue.....U'd be amazed how that .01% chance of getting pregnant CAN ACTUALLY HAPPEN.....twice.

Thanks for caring! take care hun