So right now I am completely pissed or well upset really.  We have a bunch of people over tonight pretty much like every other night.  But everyone is usually etarded as fuck.  When I am ready to go to bed everyone is to loud and disrespectful to even think that hell...amanda is upstairs trying to sleep.  And then mike just never comes to bed til ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just hate where I am with life.
Not just life, but in an emotional sense as well.

You make urself seem content, but then just everything gets to you and just want toscream and say....no everything is not OK. Infact everything is wrong, is everyone blind?

I cant stand this place sometimes, my insides are screaming

Do you ever wAke up An juSt know WHAt YOU WANT out of evERy DAY, AnD eACh DAy YoU LIVE AS if EVERYTHING IS PERFECT REgARDLESS?  ONE DAY ALL YOUR DREAMS WILL COME TRUE>>>>>THIS IS PATIENCE AT ITS BEST

JUST SO YOU KNOW MY COMPUTER IS ACTING DRUNK RIGHT NOW>>>>DONT KNOW WHY

What about now ( Read more... )

Lets start over ( Read more... )

I am pretty faded right now, so whatever i say dont hold it against me ( Read more... )

ALRIGHT,  I AM JUST IN ONE OF THOSE THINKING MOODS RIGHT NOW.  SERIOUSLY, DO PEOPLE THINK I AM STUPID AND THINK I NEVER CATCH ON TO THINGS, OR AM DEAF TO THOSE THINGS SAID ( Read more... )

It's a long way back to reality, she puts another
Brick in the wall of shame she made so long ago
Trying to figure out where things went wrong
Searching through all the lies she told
Somehow she missed out on all the things that
She needed most days spent wondering why this
Life is so cold and nothing ever changes

Screaming for attention, watch ( Read more... )

So I think I took care of my problems....lol.  The other night I told one of the guys to get out of my house.....I feel bad, but then again he knew he couldn't live here.  He said he'd only be staying with us for a week tops and its been three and he doesn't have a job.  Plus in just one month our electric bill tripled...159 dollars.  when it was ( Read more... )

Any advice on how to kick people out of your house and basically tell them they are pieces of shit without full on yelling at them to leave ( Read more... )