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[aquagrlr]

I'm confused.

I think I'm happy

How do you know if two people are compatible? How can you figure out if its the meds that are changing you desire? And if they are, what should be done? Do guys always look at porn and does the porn looking increase when they are unhappy or stressed?

I need more friends, more fun things to do. Maybe go play paint-

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[the_brad]

If I could tell you whether you and Oscar were compatible, I would probably have more insight on my relationship. :) Expressions of desire can be indirectly impacted by medicine (such as frequency), but I wouldn't say that desire itself changes except with age and will. The bitch about aging is that eventually and subtley, you become a different person. If you and Oscar are compatible, as you grow you'll grow together. More "symbiotic" than "dependant."

And personally, when I am stressed, I do feel the increased need to masturbate (and thus, porn).

You definitely need to be happy with yourself. Mutual love is extremely difficult and trying if both parties don't love themselves. I thought you were already seeing a counselor?

[aquagrlr]

No, not seeing any kind of counselor. Am thinking of changing doctors at Kaiser and getting referred to a nutritionist though. I don't attend CSUS anymore so I cannot use their Health programs.
I definitely need to work on myself because I am really not happy with my body. I think I'm overeating, but don't know why. I'm hungry all the time and when I eat a normal meal I feel like I'm going to be sick.
I'll start writing down what I eat sometime this week, maybe it will help me eat less.