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Apr 26, 2009 00:54

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theskirtgirlie April 26 2009, 12:44:31 UTC
Definitely. I'm about to graduate with a degree in education and I just realized that I don't want to teach. I'm really sensitive and it's a job that I have to take home with me and though I love to teach and I adore children, it's kind of wrecking my life because when I get home from student teaching I have no energy left to do anything. So I think I need a semi-decent job that I can just leave at work and not take home with me mentally or physically.

Yay for new stages! Mostly.

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deformed_foetus April 26 2009, 16:47:39 UTC
Oh man, I could never teach. I'm not nearly patient enough, haha.
Well, at least you have it figured out. It's better to figure out something like that early on than, say, when you've devoted 50 years to it.

Yay!

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blackbirdblues April 26 2009, 19:33:15 UTC
I can relate to this post a lot. I've grown a ton in the last few months and I finally feel like I really know where I'm headed and the future looks pretty good.

However I've been feeling more than I have in a while which is scary. I'm usually pretty stoic so having emotions, both good and bad, can be overwhelming.

I've also been able to open up to people easier. That's a nice feeling too.

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deformed_foetus April 26 2009, 21:27:34 UTC
Well, I still don't know what my future holds. I've just kind of decided to take it as it comes, though I have to admit that I have a mini panic attack whenever someone asks me what my major is. But this, too, will pass...

That's weird. See, I'm usually pretty damn emotional but nowadays it's mostly good. I don't get nearly as angry as I did, say, last month, and I haven't cried in weeks, which is saying a lot.

And yeah, me too. I'm still shy, but if there's something I can contribute to a conversation I totally will.

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milklungss April 26 2009, 23:18:47 UTC
three days ago, I woke up and decided that I HAD TO GO VEGAN STARTING THAT DAY and HAD to start doing yoga again and HAD to clean//organize everything I own. the past few weeks have been really mucky & heavy, and all of a sudden, I feel this huge shift.

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deformed_foetus April 27 2009, 03:05:11 UTC
Dude, yeah. I feel ridiculously healthy all of a sudden.

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hiilikeyou April 27 2009, 04:53:38 UTC
i just decided to separate from my boyfriend of 2 years last night and i feel incredibly calm and free and enlightened!

i also feel like its a new stage of my life. i'm excited. :]

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deformed_foetus April 27 2009, 06:03:48 UTC
Oh, I'm excited for you. Nothing like a drastic change to make you enter a new stage. : ) Especially when it involves getting rid of toxic influences (since you made it seem like a good thing, heh.)

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birday_1 April 27 2009, 18:14:58 UTC
wooooowee! yes,i definitnely feel like there is a change in the wind.

i was worried about money problems before,but now that something has come in,i can kinda take a breather for a bit! not to mention,after grieving from when my bike stolen last weekend..i decided to get another one.a new one.something that resembled my old bike,but was in a helluva lot more better shape,and was in my actual favorite color :o) Blue!

so far,it rides smoothly.screw getting a car for now!

also,i'm starting to get over an intense infatuation/obsession with a certain guy...i was totally over him,and now it's just..meh,he's not "all" that! plus he never really tried in seeking any interest in me,and that right there was something i had to drill in my head for the past couple days.

now i'm fine :o)

i just want to take it easy.i wanna get better at drums,and i think i've got the guitar thing down on lock! who wants to join my band? XD haha.

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deformed_foetus April 27 2009, 20:33:45 UTC
DUDE I'LL JOIN YOUR BAND! Haha, I'm looking for one...all I can do is sing. :|

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birday_1 April 28 2009, 17:08:01 UTC
haha,alriiight! got another candidate XD

i keep meeting alot of vocalists,too! it'd be great if i could snag a bassist one of these days.

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deformed_foetus April 28 2009, 22:18:37 UTC
Man. My friend used to play bass...I don't think she does anymore, though.

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