To no one in particular and to those who won't read this ( Read more... )

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I close my eyes and see you before me
Think I would die if you were to ignore me
A fool could see just how much I adore you
I'd get down on my knees I'd do anything for you

Me: What are you doing?
Kyra: Dishes
Me: Voluntarily?
Kyra: Yes...What are you doing?
Me: Getting dressed
Kyra: Voluntarily?
Me: No, if it was up to me I'd run around naked
Kyra: Ew, you're nasty
Me: No...actually it gets too cold to run around naked

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So my medication got changed Wednesday. I am no longer on Welbutrin. I am now on Prozac and some Lithium thing. The wonderful thing about the Lithium is that my body has to get used to it. I was kind of tired all day today but I thought that was normal so I went ahead and drove to Calc in Andover...I slept through the entire class. At break, I ( Read more... )

Fuck the world and fuck everyone that's in it. No one wants to talk to me and when I try to talk to people I seem to annoy them with random shit. My finances suck because there's $167.25 in random transactions that haven't cleared yet but won't tell me what they are and I have no clue. My medication has stopped working. I took a mechanical pencil ( Read more... )

You say that if I really did truly love you, I wouldn't do that if you died. Well that's the only way I know how to make it not hurt. I can't stand the hurt. Yes that may be selfish like you said but it's the only way I know how to deal with the pain without physically hurting myself. Sometimes I slip of couse and remember and occasionally I end up ( Read more... )

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Heh...Go figure...


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