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hooray
down 2.4 lbs
I recently brushed up on getting back into the loop of things and I am serious about my fitness. I am very Happy to see the change. However I am not looking to loose a lot of weight but definitely to gain some muscles.
Looking forward to A September transformation!
Sending love & light to everyone.
<3
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fri-yay
Wow, I had such a busy week but I am looking forward to the weekend. I need to reconnect with nature. A hike is needed for sure. Its good vibes for my soul.
This week ive been trying to get back into working out, yoga and eating healthy. Not that my eating habits are bad, but I do have a sweet tooth and love chocolate here and there. I need to take ( Read more... ) -
autumn feels
AHH, I was able to shut the AC off and open all the windows yesterday! Wow, I had such a peaceful/happy night because of it. The weather feels like autumn. Autumn is my favorite season. I love the cool breeze, I get super happy flash blacks all the time when the weather shifts into this. To bad its not really here but hey, I'll take the imitation.
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Dreams, goals, wtf
Last night I did some crazy binge watching '13 reasons why'. I don't remember what time I fell asleep. *shrugs*
Today I feel really rested though.Which is odd for me to feel because I haven't slept much in the past 2 months.I can count on my fingers and toes of how many hours I racked up alone this month. I to need start to taking valerian root ( Read more... ) -
The car (part 2)
I was colder than ever tonight. I was much colder inside your car than I was waiting for you on sidewalk. I looked at you and you were like stone, frozen in time.It gave me the shivers. The coldness and the tension created icicles in between us. It was piercing my heart, can you feel it too?
I sat in the passenger seat with my head down, like a ( Read more... ) -
In btw
Im in btw the old person I use to be but not quiet fully the new person I have been working so hard to be. Got it?
I got rid of majority of the toxicity I have been harboring for so long. I've made peace with my past. I pay attention to my thoughts and emotions. I correct myself whenever I slightly go off track. I am on top of my mental health. But ( Read more... ) -
The car
A uncomfortable breeze brushes up my spine. Today feels colder than usual. The air is thick with a sense of sadness. I walk down the street and onto the curb. Here I will wait for you. Distracted by emotions, I let them consume me in waves of fear until I feel submerged in them. Suffocating, I can't breathe. I inhaled through my nose, filling up ( Read more... ) -
Muse
To day dream means I am in a world with you. But in this world I do not exist. Only A versions of myself that I hope to be. In this world its only you and I. The warmth fills up the room, the same way you fill up my heart. In this world I am half of you but that makes me whole. Here I am yours.
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Everything Happens For A reason
The universe sends us what we need in signs. Signs that we may overlook, and these signs are usually starring straight in our face. The signs I am referencing to is a problem/challenge. I do believe we face the same problem/challenge just in many different scenarios. I also believe until you're able to claim victory of that problem/challenge it ( Read more... ) -
Wanderlust
And here we are again.. Having A urge to explore out to the farther unknown. Making sense of words floating in my head. Like a sweet, beautiful fantasy. I have drifted into the most magnificent place where reality does not exist, just wishful thinking. Like REM sleep, where dreams typically happen and that means anything is possible.
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