Last night, I had a dream… more of a flashback really… but all the same…

It took place when I was still in Europe, playing in a final match vs. the Stockport Reserves… this was the match that would decide if was to stay on the team or not. In this match, I knew that one slip up could mean the Coach Williams would give the nod to Johnson and allow ( Read more... )

Such an elaborate deceiver, night would be day
As your subtle, forked tongue, strips all reason away.

Such admirable eloquence your held high in esteem
As your enviable charm hides the writing between.

With such evocative words man flocks to your door
And with savage deliverance you rise ever more.

Until finally you are revered, all your lies so ( Read more... )

You think I cry for you ( Read more... )

Honestly... have I ever mentioned the fact that I hate filling out applications? So friggin' annoying... even if it is for prom. I feel bad that I seemed so irratated to everyone, but by far, this has been one of the most frustrating times this year. If only the school were a  bit more organized ( Read more... )

Academic Decathlon.

I joined for all the wrong reasons... I tried out for the team because someone said I couldn't. That I wasn't smart enough. That I was too scared. I did it to prove her wrong. Now, that person is someone I could care less about, but the fact remains, I hate that person. Not only for what she had said, but because of her cruelty. ( Read more... )

Today I went out with the rest of the Acadorks ( Read more... )

Got accepted! That means, thankfully, no more applications! That is a REALLY good thing... leaves that much more time for studying ( Read more... )

Woah ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at 3 in the morning for a run and throughout I kept thinking about what a friend once had told me... basically he questioned whether or not I considered myself to be truly religious despite all of the risks I have taken and the manner I have basically disregarded my own safety (which he terms a "cowardly suicide")

Here is my answer.

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