yeah i know..,.,.,... but it makes me feel inadequate, as if i am unfulfilling to him.. and some of it's downright dirty, but he never seems to want to do these things with me :\
i was going to say, you've posed totally naked before, and i'm sure guys have masturbated to those photos, isn't that okay?
MOST porn is gross. i don't like professional porn at all, it's not hot knowing that there's all these camera men and a director standing around, and that they're doing it because they're getting paid. i get off on seeing normal people getting naked because they want to.
what does he look at that he doesn't want to do with you?
its not that he watches anything out of the ordinary, no animals or bondage involved.. its actually pretty average, run of the mill stuff.. lots of "hot teen girl action" so this is what im up against.. there are some very basic things that he doesnt seem very interested in, like doggy style..kinda had to coax him into that..i mean he seemd to like it but still doesnt do it unless i initiate it.. and he hasnt even attempted to go down on me (i havent said anything about it, though
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It's not unreasonable, but it indicates something underlying, like, as you've stated in comments, a feeling of inadequacy. What is it that he gets out of it? And plucking from the comments: Do you *want* him to want to do those things with you?
"What is it that he gets out of it?" - well, that's what i wanna know. and what i *want* him to do is experiment with the things that get him off with ME, vs watching someone else do it when he's alone..
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it makes sex seem gross and not intimate at all.
he does not, however, know to the extent of which i have been photographed. (i.e he dont know botu nudes)
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....There are nudes? Of you? I just went to my happy place.
piiiiics! :DDDDD
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MOST porn is gross. i don't like professional porn at all, it's not hot knowing that there's all these camera men and a director standing around, and that they're doing it because they're getting paid. i get off on seeing normal people getting naked because they want to.
what does he look at that he doesn't want to do with you?
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it just makes me feel like im not enough for him, or that im not giving him what he needs ya know?
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i havent, i dont really know how to bring it up :\
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and what i *want* him to do is experiment with the things that get him off with ME, vs watching someone else do it when he's alone..
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