Painful Lyric
Sequel of HEARTACHE. Yabu Kota, Inoo Kei, Yaotome Hikaru. Unbetaed. I had told you that I’m not good in English so sorry for grammatical error or some typos. I’ll try to be better.
Note: For my freaky friend an_jung, this is my redemption. So read it properly not just the caption! :p
Painful Lyric
"Shit! I can't handle it anymore!"
Inspiration. He really need some inspiration for his lyrics. There was nothing in his head but Kei. Everything about Kei. His cute fingers. His sweet smile. His pink cheeks. Nothing but Kei. Kei never went wrong before. Yeah. He always be perfect for him. And the last time he touched him inch by inch was so sweet. Yabu recalled his memory to that night. When Kei said ‘I love you’ in the middle of his teasing breath.
For the first time Yabu got trouble in writing lyrics. Never happened before. It was a happy demo song, but gloomy lyrics in his head. He looks so confuse with his hands were covered his face. He took a deep breath, tried to throw all the burden. No, Kei isn't a burden. Kei is his treasure.
But he made a fatality mistake last day. He said that they must going on separately. No. It wasn’t what he felt those day. He really wanted Kei back. Really do. Kei hated him, maybe, because of all his words. Because of his bad attitude. Because of his frozen heart.
"Shit! I can't handle it anymore!" Yabu cursed himself. It wasn't about his lyrics. It was about Kei.
He ran to his bedroom. Took his phone and called Hikaru. He couldn't face it alone.
"Moshi-moshi. Hika?"
"Hmm. Nande?" Hikka's voice was trembling. Maybe he just woke up.
"Can you help me with this lyrics? I've tried so hard but he always there disturbing my mind."
Silence for several seconds. Maybe Hikka just discussed it with someone that Yabu though that was Keito. "I know it's so hard for you. If you want, replace with Keito's demo song. He has wrote A melo but it's okay."
"Yokatta. Tell my greatest thanks for him. Remind me to treat him tomorrow." Yabu grinned. He couldn't hide his bliss.
"Only Keito? How about me?"
“You doing nothing, yeah. It’s Keito who replacing mine not you.” Yabu chuckled. Hikka always knew how to heal him up.
“Fine. Don’t even crying in front of me if your song failed again.” Hikka yawned. It was too early for disembarassed him from Keito’s warm. “Thanks for dragged me from my favorite place. You better start to write something. Hush hush.”
“Hai, arigatou Yaotome-san. Jaa ne.”
The line cut off.
Yabu back to the living room. There were many folded paper anywhere. Planes. Ships. Butterflies. Birds. And so many failed lyrics that he made. Messy. Although he really hate a messy thing but he was the one who made it. He sat on the floor. Took his pencil and some papers. Fuila! The lyrics stream down on the paper. He wrote it and revealed all. The untold words. Untold feelings. His regret. His failed.
"If it can't make you back, I'll let you go. Forever."
******
For a week. Kei wasn't look at him or glanced. Although their eyes met on the mirror, Kei always looked away without any interest. For a week. And those day was the same. They had a recording for Yabu's song. When they met in waiting room Kei just answered his greet and didn’t even see him. Hikka who sat between them really wanted to break the tension.
"As I guess, you’re really good in writing painful lyrics." Hikka spoke up. He didn't care about Yabu's pride in front of his ex-lover.
Yabu who tried so hard to be stronger in Kei's eyes broke into pieces. Hika's word stabbed him so much. "Aah, I just revealed what was there in my mind." Oops. He just revealed the truth. In front of Kei. He broke his own pride. No. Hikka did.
Hikka shifted his body closer to Kei. Made no distance between them. Ignored Yabu who glared at him. “Nee Inoo-chan, I’ve told you this song is for you. Don’t you want to believe me now?” Hikka whispered.
Kei gasped. No one knew what he thought. But his face obviously blushing.
Yabu’s heart beat faster. There was something strange between Hikka and Kei. Although he couldn’t hear what they were talking about but he really anxious. It was clear that they might not talking about Keito because Kei’s blushing face. But it was possible if they talking about Yuya. No way!
Then a staff approached them. “Yaotome-kun, please come in.”
“Hai. Arigatou.” Hikka stood up. He smirk and leaned to Yabu. “Take your chance, mister. Or you will losing your princess again.” He ruffled Yabu’s shoulder then went to recording room.
Yabu took his earphone and about half way put in his ears when Kei’s voice stopped him.
“Don’t you want to chat with me? Sou ne...” Kei looked down to the floor. Smiled bitterly.
Yabu gaped. Kei just talked to him. He stared at Kei unsure. It wasn’t a silly question as the last time. He tried to settle his heart beat. Happy. Nervous. Unsure. How he would reply it? His tongue became so numb. He opened his mouth then closed again. He really wanted to say something.
“It’s okay. I know you hate-“
“No way! I’ll never hate you. Really.” Yabu bit his lower lips plucked up courage. “Sorry for slaped you those day. Sorry for being phlegmatic. Sorry for being asshole. Sorry for being coward and couldn’t tell you the truth that I-“ Yabu exhaled before continued his words “still loving you.”
Kei froze. Didn’t move a bit for saveral seconds. He lifted his face and stared to Yabu. His expression unreadable. But he smiled nicely. “I don’t know, but I think I can’t be your boyfriend again,”
It was like a thunder for Yabu. But Kei’s word still hanging in the air so he prepared for the worst and nodded as asked to Kei continued his sentences.
“I want to be your spouse. May I?”
END
actually I've finished it long long ago but an_jung said to post it today. So I do what she has comanded.
Huaaa! A new semester begin. They said “Welcome to the jungle, brat!” and it’s not jungle but hell. But it’s okay. I’ll try harder and keep writing beside my Uni bastle. Leave a comment, please. Give me some spirit for live longer. Thanks for reading ^^
Note: For my freaky friend an_jung, this is my redemption. So read it properly not just the caption! :p
Painful Lyric
"Shit! I can't handle it anymore!"
Inspiration. He really need some inspiration for his lyrics. There was nothing in his head but Kei. Everything about Kei. His cute fingers. His sweet smile. His pink cheeks. Nothing but Kei. Kei never went wrong before. Yeah. He always be perfect for him. And the last time he touched him inch by inch was so sweet. Yabu recalled his memory to that night. When Kei said ‘I love you’ in the middle of his teasing breath.
For the first time Yabu got trouble in writing lyrics. Never happened before. It was a happy demo song, but gloomy lyrics in his head. He looks so confuse with his hands were covered his face. He took a deep breath, tried to throw all the burden. No, Kei isn't a burden. Kei is his treasure.
But he made a fatality mistake last day. He said that they must going on separately. No. It wasn’t what he felt those day. He really wanted Kei back. Really do. Kei hated him, maybe, because of all his words. Because of his bad attitude. Because of his frozen heart.
"Shit! I can't handle it anymore!" Yabu cursed himself. It wasn't about his lyrics. It was about Kei.
He ran to his bedroom. Took his phone and called Hikaru. He couldn't face it alone.
"Moshi-moshi. Hika?"
"Hmm. Nande?" Hikka's voice was trembling. Maybe he just woke up.
"Can you help me with this lyrics? I've tried so hard but he always there disturbing my mind."
Silence for several seconds. Maybe Hikka just discussed it with someone that Yabu though that was Keito. "I know it's so hard for you. If you want, replace with Keito's demo song. He has wrote A melo but it's okay."
"Yokatta. Tell my greatest thanks for him. Remind me to treat him tomorrow." Yabu grinned. He couldn't hide his bliss.
"Only Keito? How about me?"
“You doing nothing, yeah. It’s Keito who replacing mine not you.” Yabu chuckled. Hikka always knew how to heal him up.
“Fine. Don’t even crying in front of me if your song failed again.” Hikka yawned. It was too early for disembarassed him from Keito’s warm. “Thanks for dragged me from my favorite place. You better start to write something. Hush hush.”
“Hai, arigatou Yaotome-san. Jaa ne.”
The line cut off.
Yabu back to the living room. There were many folded paper anywhere. Planes. Ships. Butterflies. Birds. And so many failed lyrics that he made. Messy. Although he really hate a messy thing but he was the one who made it. He sat on the floor. Took his pencil and some papers. Fuila! The lyrics stream down on the paper. He wrote it and revealed all. The untold words. Untold feelings. His regret. His failed.
"If it can't make you back, I'll let you go. Forever."
******
For a week. Kei wasn't look at him or glanced. Although their eyes met on the mirror, Kei always looked away without any interest. For a week. And those day was the same. They had a recording for Yabu's song. When they met in waiting room Kei just answered his greet and didn’t even see him. Hikka who sat between them really wanted to break the tension.
"As I guess, you’re really good in writing painful lyrics." Hikka spoke up. He didn't care about Yabu's pride in front of his ex-lover.
Yabu who tried so hard to be stronger in Kei's eyes broke into pieces. Hika's word stabbed him so much. "Aah, I just revealed what was there in my mind." Oops. He just revealed the truth. In front of Kei. He broke his own pride. No. Hikka did.
Hikka shifted his body closer to Kei. Made no distance between them. Ignored Yabu who glared at him. “Nee Inoo-chan, I’ve told you this song is for you. Don’t you want to believe me now?” Hikka whispered.
Kei gasped. No one knew what he thought. But his face obviously blushing.
Yabu’s heart beat faster. There was something strange between Hikka and Kei. Although he couldn’t hear what they were talking about but he really anxious. It was clear that they might not talking about Keito because Kei’s blushing face. But it was possible if they talking about Yuya. No way!
Then a staff approached them. “Yaotome-kun, please come in.”
“Hai. Arigatou.” Hikka stood up. He smirk and leaned to Yabu. “Take your chance, mister. Or you will losing your princess again.” He ruffled Yabu’s shoulder then went to recording room.
Yabu took his earphone and about half way put in his ears when Kei’s voice stopped him.
“Don’t you want to chat with me? Sou ne...” Kei looked down to the floor. Smiled bitterly.
Yabu gaped. Kei just talked to him. He stared at Kei unsure. It wasn’t a silly question as the last time. He tried to settle his heart beat. Happy. Nervous. Unsure. How he would reply it? His tongue became so numb. He opened his mouth then closed again. He really wanted to say something.
“It’s okay. I know you hate-“
“No way! I’ll never hate you. Really.” Yabu bit his lower lips plucked up courage. “Sorry for slaped you those day. Sorry for being phlegmatic. Sorry for being asshole. Sorry for being coward and couldn’t tell you the truth that I-“ Yabu exhaled before continued his words “still loving you.”
Kei froze. Didn’t move a bit for saveral seconds. He lifted his face and stared to Yabu. His expression unreadable. But he smiled nicely. “I don’t know, but I think I can’t be your boyfriend again,”
It was like a thunder for Yabu. But Kei’s word still hanging in the air so he prepared for the worst and nodded as asked to Kei continued his sentences.
“I want to be your spouse. May I?”
END
actually I've finished it long long ago but an_jung said to post it today. So I do what she has comanded.
Huaaa! A new semester begin. They said “Welcome to the jungle, brat!” and it’s not jungle but hell. But it’s okay. I’ll try harder and keep writing beside my Uni bastle. Leave a comment, please. Give me some spirit for live longer. Thanks for reading ^^