*feels sort of kind of happy about something*

*goes for a walk in the park before sitting down under a tree*

*falls asleep in the sunlight*

*sits on a bench in the park*

*thinks*

Eöl - shit fuck damn. Apparently possessive. Good in bed.
Glorfindel - who the fuck knows.
Legolas - nice boy.

*chews her fingernail*

Damn.

*emerges from the pub, vaguely confused and having talked to her aunt*

*goes out for a stroll*

*ambles through the market thinking about things*

*feels highly unsettled*

*goes out into the park and just sits, watching the river flow* :(

*wakes up alongside Eöl*

*smiles and stretches*

*gets dressed and goes out for a walk*

*wakes up* *looks in the mirror*

*smiles slowly*

*searches her memories*

...

*still blank*

*shrugs and heads outside*

[edit: *has relations of the smutty kind with an ex-husband]

*considers what Caranthirë said*

*finally musters up the courage to knock on the door of the House of the Golden Flower*

*thinks she should talk to Glorfindel*

*can't muster up the courage*

*makes her way to Estë's office*

*sees the sign saying "On Holiday"*

&£%%!@£^^&!!!

*not amused*

*goes wandering again*