this woodland park thing is driving me crazy.

and i really scare myself sometimes.

and i'm really terrified of growing old. and dying young.

or marrying someone that i don't love because i'm scared of dying alone.

and being fat. which i already am. CAITLIN why have we stopped the inclining?

sighd9fg0-h

Tiny Dancer by Ben Folds and Bus Stop by The Hollies

"i'm just trying to do the sweet guy thing!"

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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Colorado Springs is the 17th most educated city in America.

This is why I can sleep through all my classes and not be going crazy. So bite me, Heather Pederson. Shit.

Tonight at work was great. These two ladies from Germany came in, and we talked quite a bit. It was really interesting talking to one of them, but scary at the same time when I realized how "on par" we were with each other's reality. I have the same grip on my own mortality as a 74 year old woman...do you know how terrifying that is? Anyways, we ( Read more... )

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"The tragedy of life is what dies inside a man while he lives."

Tonight I took a night hike with Mischa, Lauren, and Nathan up Mount Cutler. On one side you could look down a rock quarry into the lights of Seven Falls, and on the other side was this huge cliff with the entire city spread out below you. It is so beautiful here. I love summer.

Today at work I got drinks for some customers at this surprise party banquet thing we were holding for these Indian people and I brought them out while everyone was anticipating the "surprise" so I just set them on the table. Later I come back and the girl is like "erm, excusah may! my orange juice...es not heir!!" and I was like "what?!" cause I ( Read more... )