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[araco]

In the hours since I last updated…my dreams have died. My hopes, fantasies, aspirations…gone. They lay at my feet as I run the tips of my fingers though the dust of what kept me going…it seems that I cant make anyone happy anymore. My influence of others is the only thing that I felt I had any real control over. My life, my being is no more than a

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[u_knowyouluvme]

youre not a disappointment to me...your a shining star in a sea full of depression and broken dreams...what happened?

[araco]

I was just sitting there, alone…thinking…and then I laughed for what seemed like an hour. Then I was left as I am now…I’m not sure what triggered this mental breakdown, but it did it’s job.

[no_oil_no_love]

you make me happy.... :D:D:D:D whats wrong adam...??? you bettered my mood yesterday:D really, you did.SMiiiIiIIiiiile.

[araco]

I wish that I could have, but really, I had very little to do with altering your perspective. If anything, I’m an annoyance.

[hells_angel_24]

you are not a disappointment to me. your a wonderful person.

[araco]

If I’m so wonderful, why is it that I am defined by my flaws? If it is true, then why do I still feel this way? Why do I hurt others for enjoyment? Why do I hold myself in such low esteem? For the fun of it?...

[sporkleflamingo]

Though not a disappoinment to me... I am not going to try and cheer you up here. In fact I would be down right proud if you could just let your potential run rampant, instead of closing it in because you fear others just can not possibly understand.

The world sucks sometime, but it has alot to offer: mostly in the way of pain, but still.

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[12ising_star]

*sigh* Adam, stop it...

You're starting to make me depressed and I rufuse to get down because of you. You'd better stop denying yourself of your dreams. If you stay like thiss, you'll never get anything you want to do done. SMILE! Get over it! Life sucks! There's nothing you can do about it, so get over it and go on with your life.

*exits motivation mode*

Chris

P.S. Yes I am an ass, so there's no use getting mad at me for making this comment.

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[araco]

Right now, I can’t be angry. Emotions are pointless, they only cloud ones mind from the truth that lies behind us all. In the end, we will all feel helpless, week and afraid. But not me…not now…

(Smiles)

Thanks for the effort though.