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Death couldnt be as lonely as I feelright now. I hurt, and right now there is no one to turn too, my world is crashing, and there is no one here to help me climb out. I'm tired. Tired of the treatments, tired of the pity....I'm so tired.

Morbid, such an odd word. I mean, have you ever really thought about what it means. This is the way Justin described my last couple of entries. Honestly? I dont even remember writing them. Of course that is no surprize. I find myself doing and saying things thoughout the day I dont recall. Am I slowly losing my mind? Probably, who is to know. The ( Read more... )

Just when I feel no more pain can come, when I believe no more hurt can touch this heart, I am fooled. Tricked into a false sence of security. Tricked into thinking a part of my life is complete. It takes two people to produce a child. A child, nothing more than an egg and sperm, a chile most wish and hope for. A child that crys and needs love, I ( Read more... )

It's official, im a bad person. i've been abandoned, left behind, played upon, used, betrayed, ignored, taken for granted, rejected, mislead, laughed at, labelled, judged, accused, misunderstood, forced, (sacrificed) ... i may really deserve all this, and this is what i get for being the "open soul" that i call myself. i'm taking all forms of ( Read more... )

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Alright, so our love life has just opened a door for awhole new start. Just when I thought Justin and I had explored all of our fetishes another one seeps in. Yep, we sat down and started talking ( boy that seems to get us in trouble all the time ) there was apart of my life I was actually shy to tell him about, yep me the Southern Wiccan Bitch, ( Read more... )

Justin loves to do reviews for amazon, he is a very opinionated man. Last night I was reading one he had writen for a PS2. It was very well writen, and as I was teasing about it. I told him the 3 years we had known one another I had never gotten a review. Do you want to know what this wonderful man did. He sit down and wrote up a review of me and ( Read more... )

Justin fusses because I get up so early in the morning and not lay in and rest, but mornings have always been my favorite time, next to the midnight hour. Everything is new and crisp. Its not took on that worn and tired feel. Me and mornings have alot in common ( Read more... )