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[aramatria]

I know it seems like forever since I have made an update on lj . Things have been a emotional rollercoaster for me. I am crying a lot for my dad than I did last year. I think its true to say the 2nd year is worse than the 1st. Its something most do not understand unless they have gone through it. I now cry at things I never use to. I am Plus I do

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[faewillow]

Brian (my Brian) still has that problem. You can see it every time his Kevin (his brother passed 2 summers ago) comes up in conversation. I've had a more rough time with it than I expected, too, both with losing Kevin, who I thought should have been part of the Dayton Extended Family, and my Grandfather, with whom I had major issues, but whose death didn't have to happen the way it did.
I am sorry for what you're going through, sweetie.
*Hugs*
I wish we all lived closer together and had more compatable schedules... I think if our group of friends had a little more time together to unwind, it would help us get through the hard things.