still alive!
so someone reminded me that I haven't updated for a while, so here it goes:
Yeah, still studying engeneering and feeling like a major fail most of the time, but since I opted to enjoy the summer and thus only taking three exams this semester, I'm not worried yet. The weather is too warm for learning, anyway. :D Do me the favor and forget about this exuberance when the term comes to an end. I know I'll sound eintirely different in august.
And still in a relationship that has been great this far, I was told once again serveral times today that we're cute, which kinda makes me go goosebump. I never know how to react when being told that I am cute, so I was torn between *teeeheeeheee* and frantiaclly denying.
I still haven't gotten over myself and should really go see the doctor for the alcohol allergy - it'S sounds silly, but sadly, it is just too true.
My hair's still shorter than I would have liked it, but since I don't do extensions, I'll have to wait...
I have started working again, so now it's coaching/teaching chinese and being a waitress once again. Which means that I actually get some money, so while my parents aren't exactly supporting me financially on a regular basis, I get around pretty well. And I have been to less parties. Also moved out into an own appartement which is small (I prefer the word cozy) and rather far from the city center, but won't cost me any rent. I'D have to pay the rest, but still. It's nice, I have a BBQ and flowing water outside, and haven't spent too much time in the room yet .___.
Ran around with An all day because she's back for the weekend, and it was FUN. We got to stand feet-naked and splashing water on the terrace of the local bookstore and repairing aftercutifying that already super-pretty dress of hers. She wandered about like a little faerie after a while while I had to phone Chris and explain to hin why I had to text him as his sister forgot the phone. Again. :P Chris asked me if I was drunk. ... -.- Then we hit the shopping spree.... I think I'm feeling bad that I spent so much money once again while not even getting the shorts I originally had in mind. -.- Saw the hotpants+long shirt combo like ten times today, and it looked nice!! Not sure if I'll still say that say that when I tuck myself into hotpants, so I didn't try the see-and-buy-tour. I seldomly do that when it comes to pants, anyway. Guess I'm just more confident when it comes to my upper body and the loose sweatshirts. xD
Also spent a lot of time with friends from school these days, and kinda keep forgetting that M bday is getting closer and closer.... who wants to be 20, damn??? I want to celebrate, but the thought of organisation i making my brain crawl and think of procrastination.
So I had gotten a visit from Durham, which is why I actually spent more time with the chinese girl than boyfriend the week we had our three-months-anniversary, but we just went out a week later and it was nice.
I spent last week approximately four days straight with him and we lived :D naaah, exaggerating here, it was actually great, being lazy and haveing someone to be lazy with all day is fun ^^. These are the times where I think that everything just stay this way. .. Ina was right. I lost the Cynism-thing. Or at least it feels like it. O.o
Still, I have most of the week fully plannend, and I also work at times on the weekends... I feel like a heel and a busybody most of the time, but he has been coping with it pretty well, sometimes I think that he's more at ease with my thousand obligations, jobs, activities than I am. Shows what a crybaby I am._.
M not sure if I make that good a girlfriend, but I guess that feeling unsure and doubting myself will get us exactly nowhere. Which is why I'll do wha I do best: ignore until it pokes me. Or until I get complaints, which would be more or less the same.
Yeah, still studying engeneering and feeling like a major fail most of the time, but since I opted to enjoy the summer and thus only taking three exams this semester, I'm not worried yet. The weather is too warm for learning, anyway. :D Do me the favor and forget about this exuberance when the term comes to an end. I know I'll sound eintirely different in august.
And still in a relationship that has been great this far, I was told once again serveral times today that we're cute, which kinda makes me go goosebump. I never know how to react when being told that I am cute, so I was torn between *teeeheeeheee* and frantiaclly denying.
I still haven't gotten over myself and should really go see the doctor for the alcohol allergy - it'S sounds silly, but sadly, it is just too true.
My hair's still shorter than I would have liked it, but since I don't do extensions, I'll have to wait...
I have started working again, so now it's coaching/teaching chinese and being a waitress once again. Which means that I actually get some money, so while my parents aren't exactly supporting me financially on a regular basis, I get around pretty well. And I have been to less parties. Also moved out into an own appartement which is small (I prefer the word cozy) and rather far from the city center, but won't cost me any rent. I'D have to pay the rest, but still. It's nice, I have a BBQ and flowing water outside, and haven't spent too much time in the room yet .___.
Ran around with An all day because she's back for the weekend, and it was FUN. We got to stand feet-naked and splashing water on the terrace of the local bookstore and repairing aftercutifying that already super-pretty dress of hers. She wandered about like a little faerie after a while while I had to phone Chris and explain to hin why I had to text him as his sister forgot the phone. Again. :P Chris asked me if I was drunk. ... -.- Then we hit the shopping spree.... I think I'm feeling bad that I spent so much money once again while not even getting the shorts I originally had in mind. -.- Saw the hotpants+long shirt combo like ten times today, and it looked nice!! Not sure if I'll still say that say that when I tuck myself into hotpants, so I didn't try the see-and-buy-tour. I seldomly do that when it comes to pants, anyway. Guess I'm just more confident when it comes to my upper body and the loose sweatshirts. xD
Also spent a lot of time with friends from school these days, and kinda keep forgetting that M bday is getting closer and closer.... who wants to be 20, damn??? I want to celebrate, but the thought of organisation i making my brain crawl and think of procrastination.
So I had gotten a visit from Durham, which is why I actually spent more time with the chinese girl than boyfriend the week we had our three-months-anniversary, but we just went out a week later and it was nice.
I spent last week approximately four days straight with him and we lived :D naaah, exaggerating here, it was actually great, being lazy and haveing someone to be lazy with all day is fun ^^. These are the times where I think that everything just stay this way. .. Ina was right. I lost the Cynism-thing. Or at least it feels like it. O.o
Still, I have most of the week fully plannend, and I also work at times on the weekends... I feel like a heel and a busybody most of the time, but he has been coping with it pretty well, sometimes I think that he's more at ease with my thousand obligations, jobs, activities than I am. Shows what a crybaby I am._.
M not sure if I make that good a girlfriend, but I guess that feeling unsure and doubting myself will get us exactly nowhere. Which is why I'll do wha I do best: ignore until it pokes me. Or until I get complaints, which would be more or less the same.