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hm, realized it's been some time.
Seems like I only write on lj when I am either annoyed or down or hurt or... you get the picture.
So I spent some really cool days in Irlad/UK missing P at times and am glad to be home again.
Think I have to call a lot of people tomorrow and I know I won't be able to sleep, so.. what to do.
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I have no idea how I should react. It's not a big deal, but I still feel embarrassed and maybe angry, depending on how I look at it. Really, rationality gets me nowhere these days. Nowhere except annoyance, that is. Maybe I should consider dating a psychiatrist professionally.
Yes, I am lost. Will hopefully call someone tomorrow who might actually de-tangle(or is it un-?) me.
Seems like I only write on lj when I am either annoyed or down or hurt or... you get the picture.
So I spent some really cool days in Irlad/UK missing P at times and am glad to be home again.
Think I have to call a lot of people tomorrow and I know I won't be able to sleep, so.. what to do.
...
......
............
I have no idea how I should react. It's not a big deal, but I still feel embarrassed and maybe angry, depending on how I look at it. Really, rationality gets me nowhere these days. Nowhere except annoyance, that is. Maybe I should consider dating a psychiatrist professionally.
Yes, I am lost. Will hopefully call someone tomorrow who might actually de-tangle(or is it un-?) me.