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so i just deleated a journal.. becouse i don't wont people to get the wrong impression of me... if you didn't read last night it went like this "i feel like im dieing in side... and my breathing becomes no longer consistent... i emagin the slit apon my rist where my iner color fills the white tyled tub.... just laying my head back watching...as my ( Read more... )

i cant beleave its tomarrow... it doesn't even feel like it... i usually don't hate this time of year... but living here and not having the wormth of a touch beside me brusiss my heart... i can feel it sweel with color... and i did it two my slef... one punch two punch my lights go out... and theres nothing i can do to stop myself... just contiue ( Read more... )

12 hours of work yesterday... from 7pm till 6am... it was awsome....yeah no... its cool though i got 40 hours this week... so im happy about that.... i got a call from my friend ryan... we talked for hours about everything... it was only 1pm and he was already loaded... i love that guy.... to bad im not in back in cali couse he met this insaneleee ( Read more... )

fuck everyone seriously i have never experienced such agression and hostility.... its like everyone is ( Read more... )

everything is so nothing like i would have thought my life would take me... off i fluw to michigan the place of bitterness.... ive never experianced the full potentul of caouse.... and these people preseave me nothing like i am.... i whish i could press rewind and go back to when everything was what it seemed... not an enamie for miles... the sun ( Read more... )

this place is a prison... these people arn't your friends.....

this time it was diffrint... it made me sick....it was if the world was dramticly swerling... i had the window as far as it could open.... but it just wasn't enough... i need to get home and not think... just take my mind away to the place of releafff... i miss my time... where i would go off and be.. not a sound but my oun breathe exting... ( Read more... )

Is sit here and think about where life takes us.... i never thought it ( Read more... )

remembering the sand beneath my toes... holding hangs across the pavement together we wrote the summer.... not a disconsernig moment...
not a care of the sounds...the loadness of the crowde...just your ( Read more... )