I have no idea what I'm doing. I have no idea what to do. Part of me wants to RUN not walk away from this province and the other part is just confused. I am crawling out of my skin. How can I distract myself?

Gus: Well, it's not like you're one thing or the other, okay? There's still a kid inside but you grow up when you decide to do right, okay, and not what's right for you, what's right for everybody, even when it hurts ( Read more... )

I feel awful. I think it will be better when I get some sleep.

In the meantime:

:(

Ohhh I am too sentimental.

All over the place in a big way. Lots to say, but meh, not feelin it. Doesn't help that I've been dead on my feet since waking. Tonight, I SLEEP and SLEEP some more. Tomorrow, I have the sweet pleasure of not going to Kanata (!) AND I get to watch Michael build birdhouses with a bunch of little kids.

Heehee!

I just figured out exactly what I want to do with my life and of course it is basically impossible.

Eff x 2!

Sometimes I like to go to people's blogs and read about the things they love, and I think it's pretty cool the way that they wear their personalities on the outside with clothes and accessories and posters and collections et cetera. I get inspired and think that I would like to do that too. Unfortunately Fortunately, the older I get the more I have ( Read more... )

Cool, man

I would like the weekend now plz.

I feel sad today. I am working from home, which is nice, but everything feels off. I have passes for I am Number Four tonight. Maybe I will go and it will be just what I need.

Narf. I don't like this song :o

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My best friend's boyfriend left work early so he could scatter rose petals through the house and cook her a multi-course dinner all based around chocolate. I couldn't have found a better boyfriend for her if I had looked EVERY PLACE EVER (note: he is super cool year-round). Happy ( Read more... )

Whenever Cloudbusting plays on my iPod I feel a lot of things. I mean please. I love it on its own, AND it brings me back to Leathley's Music Video Party. July 20, 2007 (I looked it up - d'awww!). THE VIDEO. Gah!

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In honour of this intense and precious memory I sent love texts to Mike and Leathley.

Off to cook dinner for me glorious me!