bah. shoot me. so empty. why does the feeling haunt me.

i wish Coma White was about me... select bits already are

i reckon working life would suck so hardcore that i dont want to face it. i could never face the same routine every day, nine till five, with little holidays. no, i dont want that to be me. unless something comes up, or i change, before then enough to make it liveable, i plan to do one or more of the following:

-go on a psychotic rampage

-go insane ( Read more... )

"I want to live, i want to love, but its a long hard road out of hell" -Marilyn Manson - Long Hard Road Out Of Hell ( Read more... )

i feel so empty. so theres problems, and i can probably get over them, this is how life works, but then what? what is there after that? what is there, if you rule out friends, lizzie, and the problems i have with myself and the world ( Read more... )

i did some work for cameron before. some cd covers stuff, designed them on photoshop. they look pretty good :). i really liked making them, took my mind off everything for a few hours. made me feel empty, good. didnt speak much or anything. the stress was a relief. i really liked doing it, i hope he gets a good mark for it. i wish i was my art, ( Read more... )

what isnt happening at the moment ( Read more... )

Im so happy for Joe. Glad he got over that dog (jennie). i cant believe shes telling everyone that she dumped him, when he dumped her for the same reasons she supposedly dumped him. heh, yeah, i wonder if anyone from st peters girls is reading this (other than her - she knows, no matter how much she tells herself its not true). i'll say it again ( Read more... )

i think lizzie and i are going to break up. its wierd cause shes scared of relationships breaking up and is thus scared of relationships, and i think she wants to end it incase it ends... ? does that make sense? no? hm. im lost too ( Read more... )

also i'd like to list a few cool movies. just a few, i'll update this when its not midnight ( Read more... )

"No you bastard! You can't have more coffee! We need the 6 hours your asleep to fix the damage you do in the 18 you're awake!" -Orry, Alex McLean's friend ( Read more... )