i am ALMOST geeky enough to want to see what the binary says. but not quite. have you seen the homeless robot... if not, my friend joe posted it a while ago. his name is azure_armand.
"sirens & love songs". it's a psych furs reference. in fact, this entire journal is one huge masturbatory shout-out to richard butler and the psychedelic furs.
homeless robot! i want to!!! (what a delicious lj moniker he has, too.)
i just friended you in kind. welcome to forever now. this place is a self-indulgent carnival ride. please keep your hands and feet outside the cart at all times. and wave 'em like you just don't care.
is there anybody out there?absinthe_satoriAugust 29 2010, 04:52:36 UTC
It's been a very long time. Eons, by my faltering brain. I dig the "subtitled" name with "satori" in it. I use "divine madness" still (as I did before I e-met you) as a description of a form of satori-variant I still experience. I don't know if I should take that usage of "satori" in your name as a compliment? You always were very enigmatic. Though I can't say otherwise about myself.
Life has been very strange and difficult. And it's been awhile since I could hold my head up high. May still be awhile. But I wanted to know you were still out there. And wanted you to know I still am. I may or may not see any reply to this. I am broken. And any personal internet stuff happens very rarely with me. But I thought of you and it inspired me enough to get on here. I love you, in a strange and distanced kind of way. And needed to see if you were ok.
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homeless robot!
i want to!!!
(what a delicious lj moniker he has, too.)
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welcome to forever now.
this place is a self-indulgent carnival ride. please keep your hands and feet outside the cart at all times.
and wave 'em like you just don't care.
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Life has been very strange and difficult. And it's been awhile since I could hold my head up high. May still be awhile. But I wanted to know you were still out there. And wanted you to know I still am. I may or may not see any reply to this. I am broken. And any personal internet stuff happens very rarely with me. But I thought of you and it inspired me enough to get on here. I love you, in a strange and distanced kind of way. And needed to see if you were ok.
-Chris whY
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orbit decaying
The fiery trail of final reentry
starting to glow like a funeral pyre
in a remote mountain basement,
she and I
the wall has never been so high
between us
and every day she builds
it higher, and says she wants to die
and the harder I try,
the more I invest,
nothing
for better, changes
Getting too old and tired and
far overcommitted
for anybody's good
I just can't start all over again
under my own impetus, my own aegis
I gambled my soul upon this
and it appears I am losing
hope never fades, of repair,
or a new path I yet cannot see
but I haven't half the balls left,
nor the material resources,
nor my formerly formidable sway over natural forces,
to go it on my own.
And despite cutting-edge ideas,
I haven't made music in years.
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plsthx. esp if you really are abandoning the book of the front side of your skull. :P
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