my girl isn't anwering her phones tonight...I hope everything's ok. fuck, am I being needy? bah - maybe she'll call when she gets my message ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night, one of the most vivid that I can remember in a long time. It had to do with me absolutely having to make a bunch of tuna sandwiches for a group of people, and stopping to buy ingredients at some bar with david. the bar had a huge ass grocery store inside of it, and I sent david off to get half of the stuff while I got ( Read more... )

doc says there's nothing wrong with me. Which i'll believe now, seeing how the majority of whatever it was went away the day after I was in the ER, oh, almost two weeks ago? is that it? it feels so much longer. Says it was probably anxiety or panic attacks or something...I don't know, it's gone. her instructions, "relax, take some time for ( Read more... )

well my get-out-of-buying-this-house-free card expired this morning - 10 days after I signed the contract. Now if I decide not to get it for some reason, I lose the money I've already given. The sellers did not agree to fix the rotted corner of the fascia or the encrusted pipe, saying they were cosmetic issues (which is in their contract rights ( Read more... )

hello all ( Read more... )

I don't know much about astrology, and I don't subscribe to it very often, but one thing I remember reading about aquarians once, people who knew better told me it fit me to the letter. It was that an aquarian's indecisiveness or lack of opinion often times frustrates those close to them, but it's not because the aquarian doesn't care, but that ( Read more... )

ssoooooo the house ( Read more... )

ssoooooooo I got the house! wheels are turning, everything is going along exceptionally smooth, my realtor-cousin says. incredibly excited ( Read more... )

today was awesome. I did nothing. Well, ok I washed my truck cause it needed it - but come on, that's fun. I played racquetball with luis but even then I was calm and relaxed the whole time. other than that I either slept or laid in front of a television. I need that occasionally ( Read more... )

today was soooooo nice, finally didn't have to stay late at work...been having too for about the last week and a half. We sent out a few 'sealed' drawings with our addendum yesterday - sealed as in ready for construction. They're going to start ordering steel and other parts from the factories so it's ready for when actual construction begins in ( Read more... )