Gosh, I'm hating this week.

[arcpoet]

I'm thinking way too much again, and I don't know why. I'm partially happy, but there's this dread of next year. Most of my friends are seniors, both in youth group and at school, and it guess its JUST kicking in that after this summer, they'll be gone. For those of you who know me well, Its hard for me to make new friends. I'm a rather personal

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[maderasavage]

I'll try to key down on the glomping a bit. ^_^;

Honestly, though, what you said about being intimate with people--that's true to everyone. Some people are too afraid to do it. Others try to hard and end up with a whole bunch of people who they despise and barely know.

The latter is probably the category that I fall into. But then, I guess it comes from being in a situation, at one point, where everyone hated me to bits except my precious few, and even they were wary of me.

And I'm sorry about the first impression. I think that I subconsciously try to intimidate people as much as possible so that I can stay in cold of my relationship with them.

...Wow, okay, I've never actually thought that until just now.

What lunch did you have today, by the way, Kire?

[arcpoet]

1st. It was pleasant enough.

I'm not sure if I'm going tomorrow though, considering I did absolutely nothing in any of my classes.

Highlight was going to Hikida's during 5th. I hadn't seen her in awhile so it was nice.

If I do show up though, I believe we all have 2nd again. I'm tempted to skip school and go see star wars. We'll see....

[kissmylove]

yet another shout out post without my name in it! just kidding

[hcaz]

Sorry it took so long to say this, but uh, thanks for the shout out/comment/whatever it was. We'll still be chillen over summer so don't consider me gone yet but when I do leave I'll be sure to kept in touch with you.