Fate always finds a way to toy with my heart. Testing the waters to see if I'm still breathing or if I still feel something. I just want to know what it's telling me
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I'm ok. Sometimes, it all just gets to me especially when all my happy moments are contained in one area and I just want to burst. There wasn't enough time to create any happy memories where I live now so I can always escape when I need to I guess.
It's like the feeling of getting punched in the gut, no? I haven't had one of those in a couple of years now, but for the first 5 or 6 years, it would come back once in a blue moon and I'd feel like I were out of commission for the whole day. Our hearts and our minds can be such a drain sometime! *hugs to you*
Hi, It's so great to hear from you, even if it's something sad like this. I know how you feel exactly, thank you so much for sharing. London is covered with places that Hiran and I used to go to. I see the bench we sat on when we broke up for the last time, the restaurants we used cuddle in, the parks we used to lie in. This huge city is too small and there is a certain point on the subway that I can't even enter, it's too far east, too close to him, too close to everything that we lost.
I know things will get better for us eventually, I just wish it wouldn't take so long, huh?
PS: I'm running the marathon in April - any tips???
April? Yikes! How long have you been training? My tips are make sure you have a hydration pack with water and gatorade (electrolyte drink) and food and go easy on yourself. Is this your first one?
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It's so great to hear from you, even if it's something sad like this.
I know how you feel exactly, thank you so much for sharing.
London is covered with places that Hiran and I used to go to. I see the bench we sat on when we broke up for the last time, the restaurants we used cuddle in, the parks we used to lie in. This huge city is too small and there is a certain point on the subway that I can't even enter, it's too far east, too close to him, too close to everything that we lost.
I know things will get better for us eventually, I just wish it wouldn't take so long, huh?
PS: I'm running the marathon in April - any tips???
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