i am so tired of...everything. my family and this state, they're wearing me out. i don't know how much more i can take. i don't know i don't know i don't know ( Read more... )

earlier, i was outside. earlier still, i was inside.

see, i was sitting inside, reading and enjoying a nice glass of grape juice, when i realized i was only doing that - sitting. so i thought i'd exist for a while. i sat outside in the grass and told the moon my thoughts. he understood.

and i existed.

(i really hope i'm not crazy.)

not really. i mean it's alright and all, you know ( Read more... )

i have started the new year off feeling both small and large ( Read more... )

there are times when i get down on my art and wonder what the hell it is that i'm doing...because there always seems to be enough artists in the world, enough styles, and mine either won't fit in or will have already been done by others ( Read more... )

first best thing to wake up to: megan <33
second best thing to wake up to: cinnamon rolls.

today has to be good if cinnamon rolls are already involved. i'm just sayin.

i've tried to write about 4 different entries for this. but i can't. i just can't seem to bring myself to talk about what's going on with me right now in front of all y'all on the internet. if you want to know, then just ask me ( Read more... )

one day, i'm going to not let people push me around ( Read more... )

ok so "in keeping secrets of silent earth: 3" is an amazing album. i just now sat down and really listened to it. like realllllllly listened. no wonder my megan loves coheed so much. they're fantastic and amazing. hooked much? yes yes yes. maybe. time for golden coffee!! i haven't had any sleep but i have had some smoke and it's time for a ( Read more... )

the past 5 days have ran together, due to my lack of sleep. but last week was amazing...and yesterday was amazing as well. i don't remember being that happy in a long long time, and that's due almost totally to my megan. but now the awesome and amazing are coming to an end. the work is piling up, the feelings are piling up, the packing is ( Read more... )