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stressin.....
so dumb thing to be stressing about since there is so many worse things to worry about. but I'm 9... COUNT THEM 9 classes away from my BSN from Northern Arizona University. *squeal like a teenage girl* so I'm looking at master programs to become an np.. and be able to give my girl mbif free medical care. yes woman I love you so VERY much. I'm ( Read more... ) -
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Feeling like crap tonight. Not sure if it's the work assignment or just overall ugly duckling syndrome. Not sure if I'll ever see in me what others supposedly do. But beyond my awesome Chelle, been feeling unloved and unwanted, and so incredibly alone and defective.Sorry Chelle but I want someone who'll provide in sexual ways you just can't ( Read more... ) -
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I want it to be over. I'm sure it will be soon.
Chelle. I know you love Jedi. don't let the stupid shit break what you have. I'm finally gonna get some of that peace I needed. I love you chelle. I really do. -
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so freaking angry at the stupid games that people play. WTF is with headgames between males and females. So this guy at work's been hitting on me. Knows I have a boyfriend, knows I live with my boyfriend, and obviously doesn't care. he's good peeps, funny, easy to be around but I've never been alone with him. What part of I'm not that kind of ( Read more... ) -
i dunno what to say anymore
so no one other than maybe chelle reads this. and for that I'm kinda glad. because there are somethings I don't want the judgemental people in the world readingso my highs and lows have been more extreme than usual. the highs aren't so bad...I like being high. the lows.....well they're getting scarier. now instead of just thinking of something ( Read more... ) -
once upon a time....
so once upon a time I had this friend...and at one point I actually thought he was a decent human being. lately, well since he decided to start stupid petty shit while I was in India via TEXT MESSAGING I've thought less and less of him and his slutty friend. I met said slutty friend 4 years ago...and slutty friend is saying more happened than ( Read more... ) -
Zach Simpson
RIP Zach. I'm gonna miss ya and the sweet music you played at prov. you really are an inspiration. -
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new phone/new phone number. I actually had to break down and get an Anchorage number.....stupid ACS and their stupid phones that break....but yeah anyways..message if you want the number....other wise if you're not my wifey you're gonna have to fight for it. (the wife's uber special) -
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wtf?
so my ex fiance(Nate) this is the one from when I was just out of high school young, stupid and foolish....just offered to buy me a ticket to Ohio(to see him) for my 23rd birthday...and here's the kicker..I don't have to sleep with him. (not that I ever did back when I was engaged to him) part of me wants to go just to see him again, part of me is ( Read more... )