The cold sweat, I can feel it. Every bead, crawling, meandering down my back, spitting convulsive shivers up my spine, each separated enough only to surprise me each time. I sit and wait for each one. They don't stop, but wait each time till I think they have. They disappoint me almost as much as I do, every time they surprise me running one at a ( Read more... )

the jokes aren't funny anymore ( Read more... )

what's confusing isn't that I woke up in a strange place, no idea how I got there, that I don't remember last night nor even that I'm wearing things that don't belong to me. 500 bucks in my pocket along with poker chips, a copy of the dvd Closer, and a columbian cookbook in my car, these are the surprises. I will spend today calling people to fill ( Read more... )

I'm dragged across jagged rocks, pulled over beds of glass, keel hauled on ships crewed by my enemies. The passage of time pushes me through a fog of dull pain, lacking the satisfaction of a single point of agony or focus.

I feel really alone ( Read more... )

There's this panic, every moment is aprehension and wishing either time would speed up or that my ride just pulled up.
The best friends cause panic before a visit. I'm panicking because it's unreal how much I'm looking forward to tomorrow night. My favorite people in my favorite place, right next to me.

I'm just disgusted with myself, the people around me, the people I don't know, and inanimate objects along with animals, plants and anything or anyone I left out ( Read more... )

Imagine the sum of all parts ( Read more... )

It has often been said that whiskey can turn a man into a beast ( Read more... )

Got me a job.
Title: Sous Chef
Pay: More than I deserve.
Hours: They open at 5pm weekdays, dinner only.
Shift Drinks: Many