i've been sleeping all day.

last night was absolutely insane. and i don't think i want to talk about it. hahaha.

going to kristin, my girlfriends house for the night. and i dont even have to ask you if you're jealous. i know you are.

i like boys night out. i'm sad i won't get to see them on wednesday. this sucks.

last night, kyle and eric and andrew came over and we all went to visit elizabeth, that sexy girl who just got home from ireland. she got me a shotglass and this green pen with a girl named susie on the top. then we went to mcDonalds and she bought me a sundae because she luffs me. jealous ( Read more... )

went to the mall with carey and elyssa last night. spent more money than i should of but it was totally worth it. it's self medication. spending money. i love it. and i got some awesome stuff too. i love inexpensive t-shirts. elyssa got this Jesus is My Homeboy shirt that i wanted to get a while ago. and Carey got this one of a pig and its holding ( Read more... )

spent the night with my beautiful nikiter. we went to wal-mart. then we went to hampton beach and played in the water while wearing our jeans and we got soaked. and we took a ton of pictures. because we're cool like that. then we went to her house and changed and went back to wal-mart and i bought a new outfit and changed in the parking lot and all ( Read more... )

last few days have been better than i thought they'd be ( Read more... )

my daddy's gone...

another day. another useless day. i'm leaving maine in 15 minutes. i don't know what the hell is going on at this point ( Read more... )

i doubt any of you care anymore, but writing this all out is really helping me. so feel free to just scan down and ignore it.

( i am so high i can hear heaven...but heaven, heaven don't hear me... )

today is hip surgery. thankfully, the kidney surgeries went well. they said they wouldnt go through with these operations if they didn't think he might be able to make it ( Read more... )

here's a little update ( Read more... )