it's 2:30am. I am awake.

I have lost my cell phone. the lack of being able to communicate with the outside world is playing at me.

life is difficult, and i;m confused at too many things that I can't explain.

( damn I miss this boy )

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I'm lacking:
creative energy
spirituality
space
a spaceship
passion
love
passionate love
red-like-the-wagon spray paint
jealousy
a good book/look/cook/nook
steadfastness
feeling comfortable
my friends, lovers, and my haters too
any determination
maths skills/kills

the desire to be here

I'm gaining:the dollas [i make sweet sweets ( Read more... )

I don't feel much these days... except for these fellas,


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I want a home that isn't here.

i'm feeling really fucking homesick ( Read more... )

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fuck parents and road trips

( heinous. )