There was a long time ago\But it seems like yesterday\When all I wanted was you

[ardentxparanoia]

I don't have any clue what I'm doing. In the end, something stupid is probably going to happen, everything's going to go to Hell, and I'm going to be left alone and miserable, as always. I've finally convinced myself that I have no feelings for ONE person, but then it all falls back to HER. Along with not knowing what I'm currently doing, I have no

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[speciesismsucks]

You don't need a significant other to express yourself and share your thoughts and feelings. Sure there's a difference but it's pretty trivial at that level of intimacy. It doesn't matter what role someone plays in your life, what's important is how close that persyn is to you. Like if you just met someone and think s/he's perfect for you, you still don't know her like you know your best friends and s/he doesn't know you like your friends do.

When people start shit it's always for a reason. Attention, to elevate themselves, to devaluate others, etc. Best way out is to not play those games. Don't want to deal with fights over nothing? Then don't fight. Anyone who starts shit knows that if you keep on fighting when the other isn't responsive makes you look like a prick which makes you feel like a douchebag, and most people don't like feeling like douchebags. If that persyn just keeps on at it, then who cares? Is it really worth your time to deal with their shit when you've got so much else you could do these years.

[ardentxparanoia]

Yeah, you're pretty much dead-on, but there's some other stuff I'm not gonna mention in a public entry. Maybe later.

[ardentxparanoia]

Mmm... And thanks. You always seem to give incredibly good advice.