I am hollow.

Merry Fucking Christmas

People make me laugh. They fuckin amuse me. To see how much they change. To see how much diffrent they become in so little time. I've had alot of time to think since thursday. Had surgery. Been laid up. Sittting in a chair for 24 hours. Pain. It is so real. It never lies. Sometimes its the only thing that is true. The only thing i know that wont ( Read more... )

One of my friends died today. i grew up with him. played ball with him. he was only 16

R.I.P

Darren Prater

Just hasnt been my week. make that my past few weeks.School to me is a place of torture. All day i get told to do by priests, nuns, and people without teaching credentials. For 7 hours a day they bullshit me..acting like they know what they are doing. If they didnt have those little books with all the fuckin anwsers in them then even they would be ( Read more... )

yeah..its been awhile since my last update. alot if shit has been going on in my fucked up life. and im starting to feel the stress. fuck.where do i start?..Last week all i did was fight with my family. i didnt talk to them for 4 days. school..home..room. that was it. i thought about alot of stuff in all that time sitting in darkness in my room. ( Read more... )

This world is so pointless..The people that walk upon it make me sick..I dont need people to talk to anymore.. i sit in my room..watch the walls creep in closer and closer..they seem to suffocate me..i am alone..i talk to myself..i am my own world..i am the only one living this pain..join me?

NO-Cash

"Homelife is a Drag"

yeah, homelife is a drag, ( Read more... )

well its the middle of the week. and its hell. Fuck this place.Im sick of all the bullshit there is.People are bullshit.This city is a fucking rathole. I see the streets infested with these fucking illegals.Go home.we dont want you.America is fucked up enough as it is. My grandparents are visiting until saturday.They have been here since sunday.its ( Read more... )

This was a pretty laid back, chilled out weekend. I didn't have to work. Friday...i went places and saw people and had a really good time...Saturday i went to chads house..and what happend...IT RAINED..hell yes...i love the rain. It is my favorite. It rained pretty hard too. I was suppposed to hang out with jessica all day and night but she went ( Read more... )

What u gonna do when shit hits the fan? Are you gonna stand and fight like a man..or are you gonna run? You run your fucking mouth..but then when shit gets serious..you disappear.

Yeah...people are lame..Today was a pretty shitty day..my arm has been hurting like hell and im not even working my fucking elbow in PT..they are working my shoulders and ( Read more... )