Wow it's really cold. It snowed yesterday .. kinda ... You see that? Crazy. It should be a little warmer. I don't like it ( Read more... )

I dno why but I get jealous really easily ( Read more... )

I'm so glad we have this break from shitty school. And I think everyone really needs it. Plus I got this break from work which is really sweet. I don't know. I've been okay. Actually probably good, at least right now. But everyone is so sad. I wish there was something I can do. Like with Malcolm, It's horrible and I didn't know the kid, maybe said ( Read more... )

So Matt and I finally had a talk like I dno 2 or 3 nights ago. Everything is okay. I was so scared to say anything because I don't know bad experiences with that kind of stuff. But he actually cared a lot, which is really all I needed to know. I guess both of us have kinda been confused about everything, but we decided neither of us wants anything ( Read more... )

Last night I lay awake ( Read more... )

I got to see Matt today.
It was suprisingly awesome.
He was suppper cute and really nice and amazing the whole time. =D
Hope it stays like this and he doesn't act like a jerk anymore.
Works good, pretty awesome.
I'm going to finally get an iPod, they are finally cheap enough that it makes sense.
Kayla, Chels, Vesh, Nessticle, Ed, Johnny D, and Bekka ( Read more... )

Raaaaa work again tonight.
I hope it goes fast, 
Cause my friends are coming over for a bonfire.
Like most my good friends.
So I'm really happy about that.
And then some be staying over.
And HOPEFULLY tomorrow seeing Matt.
Cause he of course hasn't asked yet.
It's been over a week.
I think it's been going okay. He's been nice and stuff.
Can't really ( Read more... )

I push aways my plans so I can see you.
Then for the 3084346 time
Wait till last minute to find out if we are really going to hang out.
And you can't ... Again.
So I'm stuck wasting my only day off this week doing nothing
And missing The Global Threat show.
Awesome.

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And then I thought, Hey at least I can watch Gilmore Girls .. since I won't be able ( Read more... )

I should do some Law and Justice right now. But I'll do this, cause it's been a while. So I'm doing ok. I'm in a good mood for some reason. Dno why. I can't wait for Halloween. LIke I'm in love with fall, and I just want the trees to die, and I want it to get a little colder and for wind .. not a lot, but like fall wind. And I want to see pumpkins ( Read more... )

Yesterday was .. was cute. haha. I went to Robinson with Kayla, Chels, Justin and Jim.
And then Matt was supposed to meet up, but he had to make some $$$$ and would come after.
I saw him there like 2 minutes after I talked to him and that omgz that bitch lied to me and is avoiding me.. and all this stuff.
Then i felt bad when he was just trying to ( Read more... )