Ok. Today was so bad that I'm just going to write about it tommorow or sometime when I can see what went wrong clearly enough and with out the emotional taint of today. Don't worry, I'm not suicidal or anything, and no one died so please stay calm. But if those things were true would you treat me any differently? night night

wow it's late. I really need to get more sleep. people should visit me at work tommorow. i'm going to need it bad cause i'm going to be oh so tired. i am lonely people. i don't know why. i hang out with people all the time. i just need some tlc aparently. it'll happen. patience is a virtue. delaying gratification. go me. i havn't had any caffeine ( Read more... )

Today is another slacker day, just like everyday that I don't work. I might pick up 30 hours this week. That would make me a very happy man. I'll be so close to getting this apartment deal secure. Go Jo. It's always great to see a friend who's got something new and beautiful starting in their life. oOo I found another person that reads my journal. ( Read more... )

I don't know why I write sometimes. I just start typing when I'm in a weird mood. Like right now. I need to sleep more I decided. I wonder if anyone every reads my journal other than the one person that does regularly cause she tells me she does. She actually seems to be interested in it. Whatev. I hate money so much. That's why it's weird for me ( Read more... )

Today was a fun day. It felt like those summer days when I was in high school. No worries, just hanging out. I didn't even spend any money. Today I hung out with Brieann again. We went to Como park and I streched her ears a bit and then played guitar. Aparently it was impressive even though I hadn't played in almost a month. I totally dig how girls ( Read more... )

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I figured out that if I write in here more often I won't write in such huge quantities that no one will ever want to read it. So today I went to church. It was a great sermon on not letting pop morality influence you. Which is something I've gotten down pretty well in my life so far. I don't watch TV, I hate it and all other media. I have no clue ( Read more... )

Hey Hey, I think I'm feeling better a bit. I am not always in that funky mood, just sometimes. I've been hanging out with some cool kids lately. Therese and Brianne. I know them from the many websites we are on. The first time we hung out it was me and them and Tim. We went around shooting off fireworks, which is something me and Tim never do and I ( Read more... )

I am still in this melancholy mood. Yesterday I got called in to work so that cheered me up a little bit. more money = less stress. After work I just hung out at home untill Tim came and picked me up to go blow shit up. I made a launcher out of a pipe I found in my garage so that made things a bit more interesting. I called it a night earlier than ( Read more... )

Wow, I hate days like this. The first fuckin half was fun, boring, but fun. I guess it all started down hill when I started thinking. I was thinking all about how much of a loser I am. I have no car, not even my damn liscense. I am living with my rents. I am in debt. I have to start my lease on the pad in august or september. I need to get a car ( Read more... )